• I sit on my bed
    thinking of what I will feel when they are all dead.
    I don't mean to think such things
    but I can't always ignor their actions and sayings.
    They are so crule.
    They have to be told that they are not queen and kings, they can not rule!
    The kids all think that its funny when I cry,
    the adults just look and sigh,
    like I have no reason to cry when in so much pain.
    I always wonder if I'm the only family member that's sane.
    Only if I knew
    what to do.
    Should I be crule in return?
    So they could know how I hurt?

    I sit on my bed
    wondering how I'll feel when they are all dead.
    Their actions and sayings
    make me think such things.