• Arthritis the doctor calls it
    Melancholy says my shrink
    Heartache says my mum
    And I don't know what to think
    It can't be all in one

    I don't think its me
    I know it cant be true
    That I should be so afflicted
    Just for thinking of you
    I feel I stand convicted

    Of a hateful crime
    Whose nature is the opposite
    Whose intent is pure and kind
    I don't know what made me try it
    Thinking of you isn't sound on my mind

    And so my body suffers
    My thoughts unravel too
    My heart feels uneasy
    I suffer for feelings true
    I beg for god to release me

    Suicide said the doctor
    Depression ascribed my shrink
    My baby cried my mother
    And now i don't have to think