• I can't believe you're gone
    And I still cry
    Going slightly madder with every second
    I'm starting to die

    And I can't be around people anymore
    Because I hear his name and I fall to the floor in pain
    Like someone whipped me as hard as possible
    I scream as I go insane

    I remember the way you used to grab me tight
    I see so clearly your face that causes me this pain
    The neighbor looking out the window
    "Why is that girl on the ground in the rain?"

    I crawl into the forest
    Praying that there'd be refuge somewhere on this Earth
    But now I see there is none
    Not in death and not in birth

    I sit screaming and crying and dying
    Seeing memories; the last bit of you to cling onto
    I wish I couldn't feel anything
    And no matter where I run I only see you

    The day you left me I was broken
    Losing you was my only fear
    You left with a grin, but you looked at the ground
    I thought I saw a tear

    And now all these questions
    Won't escape my lips
    And I would've given up everything
    Just to feel your grip

    Then you come back into my life
    My madness drifted away
    I just can't come to believe
    That you're here to stay

    And hot water never burns you
    Until you pull your hand away

    So before you say you love me
    Please just read this letter
    Cause there's always some part of me
    That will never get better