• Right now I wonder if what Im doing wrong is right
    Cause he's the one I have, but not the one I want all night
    You lost me, but I still feel like I did wrong
    I promised you I wouldn't cry, so instead im writing this song
    I thought I fell in love, and I will admit, that is true
    However I feel so empty now, I have him, but I don't have you
    I guess you did wound me, so much that my chest hurt
    Now i feel like nothing, in a fire just left to be burnt

    I don't know what to do, and I dont know what to say
    I can't take it anymore, I don't like being this way
    All of my smiles and laughs cover whats really going on
    Because all my love and emotions for you, still aren't gone
    When I make up my mind I just come to a scare
    The fears and worries set in and my heart feels bare
    I know this sounds real stupid, but I dont care anymore
    This is a way to tell how I feel instead of hitting the floor

    Right now I am with him, but I only want you
    When you had me my heart was one, but then it tore into two
    I just want you to hold me in your arms one more time
    I wish it could be like before, when you were all mine
    Now I'm living a lie where I say I love him
    And everytime inside me, the lights start to dim
    I was never in love with him, my heart only belonged to you
    All you did was abuse it, I wish that was something I earlier knew

    You could sometimes be real mean, but hey, I liked it that way
    I thought everything between us was normally okay
    I liked how you didn't worship the ground I walked on
    I didn't want too much respect, but I didn't want the love to be gone
    Your touch was just unforgettable, it always hypnotized me
    When your arms were wrapped around me, I was an island surrounded by a sea
    As your lips touched mine, I only wanted you more
    But right before I knew it, you headed out the door

    Sometimes you lied, but I didn't get mad at you for that
    For some reason, it didn't matter, it was the past
    If I could look into your eyes just one last time
    I don't know what would happen, but I might mistake you for mine
    You made me laugh, you even made me cry
    Still I looked at you like you put stars in the sky
    Living like this right now is like playing a survival game
    You don't know what the future will bring, but something in the past is the blame

    Why am I with someone else when your the only one I want?
    Maybe its because I'm stupid, you stay in my head like a ghostly haunt
    I never could forget you and you mean so much to me
    I think I want to leave him, just so that you will see
    Just how much I want you and how you almost takeover my life
    Being with him right now is wrong, leaving him for you might be right
    Considering leaving him may make me look really bad
    It would only make another person left to be sad

    Now lets just admit it, I am still in love with you
    I never stopped having feelings for you
    Your something I cannot get over, it's not like I want it like this
    My heart's like a plate thrown across the room, a broken dish
    You stole my heart and I don't want it back
    I want you to keep until the end, I want you at last
    I won't say that I will love you forever
    Those are really strong words, but we should still be together

    I long for you to instant message me on A.O.L
    Everytime you talk to me I fall under your spell
    My relationship with you is not a regret
    However now, I want it now, i want it right here, right back
    How could you end everything with a reason unknown
    Yea, your liking for me is sometimes still shown
    But you left me so confused and dead inside
    All I want you to do is tell me you love me while looking into my eyes

    I really really miss you and I want you so badly
    When I feel like this, I just look down so sadly
    You are the one I want and the most amazing person I know
    Right now where you are, is where I want to go
    I don't know what else I could possibly say
    I could try to get you back, doing anything, any way
    I guess you get it and you might be tired of it, but it is really true
    You have the ability to put my heart back together
    Because I am in love with you.