• I lie awake at night,
    and wonder if you know.
    If you knew I loved you,
    even though it didn't show.

    I lost you once,
    and thought I'd never cope.
    I wanted to hang myself,
    with that tightly entwined rope.

    I got you back once,
    and prayed to God that it would last.
    But it ended in a heartbeat,
    It ended way too fast.

    I sometimes hold your picture,
    and cry myself to sleep.
    I think of how I still love you,
    and how my love's so deep.

    No one understands,
    not even my best friend.
    That I want to be with you,
    Until my life's to end.

    I remember that night,
    the night that we first met.
    I thought to myself,
    "This is love, I bet."

    If it wasn't for my best friend,
    I never would have met you.
    Then I did, I got you, and lost you...twice,
    so what am I to do?