• blood drips...
    from broken and scarred hearts
    its what inside that tears us apart
    leaves us with our past
    with fading memories
    with a fire that burns
    the warm embrace i've felt
    dies out slowly
    a knife in the back pierceing my skin,
    digging in,
    how far does have to dig in before i feel?
    temptation rises
    a fight inside arises
    i can resist the temptation
    but i cant resist you
    heart stuck in the past
    yet i move on
    held in a run down place
    to them i'm just a waste
    so i tell them of what a waste i am
    i forgot how to feel
    been shattered and wrecked
    days without food
    sleepless nights seem to be an eternity
    she's a ghost that keeps me up at night
    bottled it up
    keeping it in
    a feeling that no longer exists
    this is how i get through it
    new cuts open where the old ones were
    my skin has turned paper thin
    the cuts wont close
    my heart bleeds out
    the heartbeat fades out
    i dug myself out a hole
    six feet under the ground
    thats where i seem to be forever bound
    laying still, stirring no sound
    but i'm afraid i won't be able to get out
    lend me your hand
    your the only one that can help me
    now in this moment in time
    don't pretend that you cant
    see whats right in front of you
    you know its been there all along
    so i try to tell you everything
    but it'll probably not even change a thing
    your the reason i breathe
    the reason i see another day
    the reason my heart beats
    your the one that makes me feel alive
    the one that makes hell feel like home
    the one with a smile that can light up my day
    those eyes shine brighter than the starlit skies
    but with each passing moment of time
    im losing all hope and throwing it all away
    little by little it gets taken by the unforgiving river
    i wonder if you'll ever realize
    on how much you meant to me
    on how these memories within me
    make my heart burn in with a fire
    on how hard it is to let you go
    and to face the reality of this truth
    if theres one thing i know
    fairy tales never come true
    and with the passing time
    i'll soon forget you
    but i cant forget when your eyes
    were laid upon mine
    and when you were mine
    and if this would to be a fairy tale
    its a fairy tale with no happy ending