• Racing thoughts,

    Mixed emotions,

    Time passes,

    Days, weeks, months, years.

    All these things lead to you.

    You are everything to me,

    but at the same time you mean nothing to me.

    I love you,

    but also hate you.

    Like Ying and Yang.

    We are polar opposites,

    but still the same.

    We fight but I still want to be with you.

    You make me happy but also make me hurt.

    My heart is breaking for you.

    The little things that you did never went unnoticed.

    Those were the things that made the biggest impact on me.

    We were perfect for each other,

    But couldn't make it work.

    I tryed but failed.

    You tried to get closer and I pushed you away.

    These are all the things that go through my mind when I think of you.

    Of how things would be if we had worked and stayed together,

    I still question what could have been or what could be.

    If you would change for the better and if I put in the effort.

    I never had the time of day for you and now all you want is nothing more than to be with me.

    What could all this mean?

    Could I have been the one?

    These are questions I ask myself everyday.

    And you say that you are here to stay.

    So as time passes by,

    However long,

    Seasons will change and people will come and go,

    But all I want you to know,

    Is that I will always be here,

    Forever and ever,

    My dear.