• what is it about me ?
    is it that im ugly?
    is it that no one likes me?
    I think it's because life ******** with me.
    it happens to me evertime.
    I think i found the one
    what the ******** have i become?
    so ******** this! im sick of this s**t!
    what did i do to deserve all of this?
    in crying here again.
    alone with out a friend
    Be cuz another b***h broke my heart again
    and yet again no ones around to help me up.
    im ******** down on the ground
    crying to myself again
    cuz no one picks me up
    instead they look at me and spit on me
    yell at me and kick me.
    would they really miss me?
    if i were to die would they evenknow im gone?
    if they did would they care?
    m,m, no. i bet you they wouldn't.
    this pain i cant stand. i could run away
    But then it would come back another day
    so its over
    here and now as i lay here in bed.
    with a gun to my head.
    no ones around to stop me.
    i just wished that phone would ring.
    so.... this is the end for me?
    but. before i die. i'll yell out one last thing
    Your day in next cuz you'll be the one after
    ME