• Really,
    How am I supposed to sleep,
    How am I supposed to feel like I'm actually
    Home
    When your constantly on my mind?

    I try to clse my eyes
    and all I see is your face,
    Shining with love.

    I try to hold back tears as you walk arm in arm with her
    Because I knew every guy had to make a mistake once in awhile
    But I never knew it never took so long for you to relize it.

    I fidget with my fingers
    as I sit by the phone
    Convincing myself you would call
    Even when you never do.

    Honestly,
    How am I supposed to live with this pain?