• From Past to Present to What I Want and Need

    We used to be strangers, not knowing each other’s existence
    Then we met one fortunate day, friendship with much persistence
    We hung out together, and together with friends
    Friendship that felt like it had no end
    Then feelings grew, emotionally
    Towards the middle, fell in love most beautifully
    But you were indecisive, until one fateful day
    When you said that you'd never feel that way
    We stopped talking and we felt the pain
    It was like getting hit by snow, sleet, hail and rain
    We made up and became best of friends
    A relationship, seeming like it had no end
    Then another fateful day, a negative one at that
    Our conversations just ran, went flat
    Subtle pain, sadness, and sorrow
    We grew distant like wings of a sparrow
    Then one week, and then another
    That one day, we were again together
    But things didn’t feel the same way before
    Distance was great, sadness, even more
    I couldn't say what I had to say
    My life turned to ruin, day by day
    I missed you so much, and I still do, I wanted to talk
    Just by ourselves, be together hold hands and just walk
    But that wouldn't happen, due to circumstances
    I wish we still had the same romances
    That week went by, so slow for me
    Crying at night in my bed, frighteningly
    I didn't know what to do, how to deal with it
    I made myself angry, my teeth I grit