• I feel I've cried two thousand years.
    I have locked myself away from the world,
    Away from all those things that are destroying me.
    As my crying dissolves,
    I begin to as well.
    A darkness around me, swirling like a black ocean.
    My skin tingles, then goes numb to everything.
    In the mirror, I see my eyes change slowly from stormy blue to black oblivion.
    My ghostly skin becomes translucent.
    I fall back and let myself go.
    The evanescent memories in my heart
    Slip just out of my reach.
    As the clock strikes 11:11 p.m.,
    I fade completely into the blackness.
    Nobody to mourn my loss,
    Nobody to bring me back.
    Who will remember me
    If I no longer exist?