he said he loved me
he said w e ' d n e v e r p a r t
and if we did it would be my
i wrote him songs notes, letters, and
he played me
went out with a girl that I introduced him to.
she expected me not to
and i wasn't i was furious and i wanted to die
or at least cry myself to sleep a
he had once wrote me a note when we had been
fighting an it said he wanted jeesie's girl
her name was veronica she had
been going out with his cousin.
me and her had often joked about
being step-cousins and look where we are now.
i dont know if she ever thought
that she helped him
brake my heart
or if she even cared , but she was one of my good friends
and we are still friends but i dont think me and him will ever even
because i tried before when we were still together we promised to be
friends afterward and we arent
i tried even after we broke up and he said he hated me and that
i was a liar.
i cant beleive i was such an idiot to beleive
a boy as that but i think it was because we both thought he was a
but i see now hes not even close to being a girl.
this had bothered me for some time
and im glad i could make you all
like you cared
thank you for reading.
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