• sometimes i cry for you, i lock myself away
    demonic choir sing inside my mind as i pray
    oh lord please help, he never seems to help
    i guess he isn't real or doesn't care what i have felt
    the love inside me burns, these tears of love i cry
    they smear my face paint as they trickle from my eyes
    they say i can not love for i am just another demon
    but love is my cage, and ill never have freedom
    here i was placed in a place out of place
    to cover up these tears i paint up my face
    he probably doesn't even love me back i don't know
    but id defend him with my life because i do love him so
    i live Victorian nightmares I'm brutal and I'm bloody
    i never meant to hurt nor murder anybody
    but the crime of passion isn't any crime at all
    so i drag another body by the arm down the hall
    of my castle throw them in the basement
    this is the place all my enemies went
    all of those who have offended me left here to rot
    if my love was only mine this wouldn't happen but hes not
    you can look into my eyes, you see no life
    no emotion but if only you can feel the pain inside
    realize i am gentle, no matter how i seem
    every night i go to sleep you dance around in my dreams