• he plays with my heart like a cat would a mouse. yet i keep going back. I can't stand to be near him, yet I long to be close to him. We fight. Then we kiss. We play just one big game. Yet why doesn't he see he's the only one that can hurt me like this. He doesn't see what I see. I want him in my life. Yet he choose to stay out Why can't this game just end? Why can't I just lose already?