• I never thought that I would hate myself as much as I do. I never thought I would have become this terrible thing. If ever I had known that I was to become this Monster by the terrible decisions of my past, I would have surely made the better ones. My life seems so much more worthless to everyone now. I did want to be a Somebody once, but now, at my own fault, I will always be this pathetic nobody. Just another failed attempt to make life seem something Wondrous. I guess i've ruined my own life, if you would call it a life at all. I'm now Stuck in some Horrifying Nightmare, full of Disappointment and Regret. The Disappointment, that I have failed so effortlessly at life and The Regret, that I was even born. Nevertheless, I can still look myself in the face and controll the urge to slit my own throat. I can, atleast, face these disgusting facts.