• Sorrow....isolation...Blackness

    Things that consume my mind, and my lfie and endless swirl of nothingness.

    I've tried and cried, I've fought to stay from behind that shroud of darkness stalking me in around every corner.

    But still i give and give, only to get nothing back. I tried and i tried but still everything withers as quickly as it sprouted from the seeds of temptation.

    The loves i crave illudes me, and the feelings i once felt for the those loves betrays me, and eats away at my very core.

    The demons knock at my door, beckoning me to join them in hell, to follow that path of my own chooing and to finalize suffering.

    Yet i reject, i stay strong, i live on, i will myself to continue draging this body towards the goal.

    A goal of which i do not know. A finish line if you will, one that can hold fortune, or ruin.

    Although i remain uncertain. Although i remain doubtful. I retain the tiniest bit of hope.

    I pray that in time light will shine upon my world and incinerate the darkness which has tried to consume me so many times.

    Until then i continue to wallow in my own sorrow, isolation, and this never ending, this relentless, this ruthless see of blackness.