Malice is a Must

• Artist: JacKiin a Parad0x
• Description: This one is one of my favorites, so if you steal it, I will kill you. I will. It's about a situation where a competitive friendship turned into one sided love on the side of the "loser". And slowly as friendship decays the "winning" friend begins to get malicious and stops talking to the "loser" and even though the "loser" feels differently, with nothing else to do returns the malice toward the ex-friend and crush.
• Date: 09/19/2009
• Tags: malice must

If we're racing you're the faster,
If I'm a slave then you're my master.
I spare a glance and you stare back.
The seconds pass I start to crack.
I lose it first, I must be cursed,
‘cause then you smirk and I grow weaker,
but if you're hiding I'm the seeker,
because 'I love you' became something you wouldn't allow,
this story just keeps getting bleaker.’

Your presence condescends me,
saying nothing is enough,
‘cause words are never necessary, but malice is a must.
I'd stand so you may slay me, but you bring me to my knees.
Tomorrow is another day, my eyes will scream their pleas,
Please!
I can aim and pull the trigger, but I cannot shoot the breeze,
not with you, but I have a clue why the color of love is a sad sky blue.

As long as I keep moving
no one asks where I'm going,
no one asks why I'm crying
as long as tears keep flowing.
because all the stares are all too knowing,
that these tears are only showing
how my feelings just kept growing,
while your presence condescends me,
'cause saying nothing is enough,
where words were never necessary,
I found malice was a must.

Comments

[ThievingNihilism]

I swear if i were to read this a thousand times over, it still wouldn't get old

[sean367]

It is a nice poem...