I've come this far in life to realize
The difference between love and hate
Most would have said I was damned for life
But I always wanted to see myself as a saint
Free from pain, free from suffering
I wonder if there's a word for this
I've been waiting for my freedom of peace
While KAOZ was awaiting my decadence
The ultimate oblation this paranoic could decide
Is to terminate the dark half of his mind
So I sit and wait for my eventual delirium
Concentrating on citing the signs
Will it take a deeper concentration
To expose my true virility?
Or am I destined to be a child forever
With no satisfaction towards his destiny?
My biggest hope at this present moment
Is to own future happiness
But something deep within my heart
Has plans for emotional abstinence stare
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