• It seems the feelings for you have grown stronger
    I don’t know if I can hide them much longer
    But I don’t know if you feel the same way
    Our friendship is something I don’t want to betray
    But I don’t want to be the person you only hug and talk to
    I want to be the person who can hold and kiss you
    If only I told you how I felt before
    Now you don’t listen as much anymore
    I know more than him about what you do
    I know all the things you’ve been through
    Yet you chose to go with the other guy
    I guess it doesn’t matter how hard I try
    I want to have you as a lover
    But you just see me as a brother
    I remember when we were young we would pick flowers
    We would lay in the grass and talk for many hours
    I would put a bandaid werever you scraped you knee
    I would be next to you in the dark to help you see
    As we got older I still protected you
    No matter what you were going through
    But I never thought you would be the cause of my hurt
    Every time I see you and another person flirt
    I feel this strong feeling of envy
    But I hide these feelings within me
    Because even though you might love another boy
    I just want you to live your life with joy