• I'm scarred.
    As I let you carry me.
    Sweep me away.
    So far away.

    I'm a ghost,
    Not myself.
    I'm in denial.
    It's all my fault.

    The things I let you do.
    I'm scared and fading.
    But I dont say no.
    I let you keep ruining me,
    all that I am.

    I can't hide it all.
    I can't act like I hate it.
    I can't hate you.
    But I can't make you fit, in my heart.

    I'm so cold.
    My heart is an ice field.
    Its unreachable.
    I've made it that way.

    I'm Scared.
    I'm Sorry.
    I'm dirty.
    I'm defililed.

    If I lock up my emotions.
    If I swallow my words.
    Will you respect me now.
    Will I ever be able to be sincere.