• I jump for joy at the news, yet deep down I wanted it.
    I wanted to have it, to hold it, and for you not to hate me for choosing that path.
    Would you have hated me? We are not ready, less ready now then we'll ever be.
    Yet when the day comes and I can finally hold it in my arms. Will you be happy too?
    Never out of obligation have I loved you,
    because you expect nothing from me and that's a strange form of love.
    I am nothing but my self for you. No walls, no barriers and you indulge me more then I have ever indulged my self.
    A shoulder so strong and never oppressive, you can stand at my level with out struggle; you always walk next to me, never ahead or behind, right next to me.
    So on the day I hold it in my arms will you get on one knee? Or will you just stand with me for eternity?
    I'll never ask more of you, no matter what you choose because you have never asked more then I would give.
    Never asking for more. Just walking with me, in step have you always been by my side?
    Until I met you I never knew a person as perfect as you could exist, and now that I have met you I cannot imagine never knowing you.
    Have you been around forever or have I been waiting for you forever?