• A punishment, a proof of existence of god
    Result of my choices, perhaps a payback
    Or a conspiracy of fate, or a human fraud
    Emptiness of my mind, or spirit I lack

    All are causes for my current curse
    For solitude, exodus of love and joy
    All has made this verse by verse
    Creating this woman , killing this girl

    If punishment then why
    For I heard their whispers
    For I yelled truth in their faces
    For not telling a lie

    If a result of my actions then why do I regret
    For what goes around comes around
    All good I’ve done, then good I shall get
    Yet alone I am, how fair does it sound

    Or do I have to bear others mistakes
    For leading them to light , for those wounds I heal
    Wasn’t enough that I listen , the echo still aches
    Wasn’t it enough that I can feel

    Am I condemned to such a life
    Where my friends left away
    Where destiny sharpens the knife
    Backstab me everyday

    Or was it a fraud from the start
    A result of their jealousy
    Where treason becomes an art
    To end the life in me

    Or am I only blind to see
    I took a step to hell
    Fool who believes in humanity
    Which betrayed her once she fell

    Or was it the death behind my soul
    That brought me to my blues
    An evil to light he burns it all
    Into ashes all ends ,until she had to lose