• I was lying in the darkness
    With no way to crawl out
    I wanted to take it all away
    Before you pointed out

    How selfish it would be
    To kill myself
    To end the pain
    Though I am beyond help

    Do you really think
    That you’re making it better
    Because all you’re really doing
    Is making it harder

    To push and fight
    To make it through the day
    To make it to tomorrow
    And not throw it all away

    So here we are
    In the middle of the night
    With nothing between me and nothing
    To make me stand and fight

    Do you really think
    That you’re making it better
    Because all you’re really doing
    Is making it harder

    To push and fight
    To make it through the day
    To make it to tomorrow
    And not throw it all away

    Now I face oblivion
    And nothing but silence
    Even if I am alone
    With only my self-inflicted violence

    And I do not care
    For the lies you keep telling me
    Because they alone are
    Slowly killing me

    Do you really think
    That you’re making it better
    Because all you’re really doing
    Is making it harder

    To push and fight
    To make it through the day
    To make it to tomorrow
    And not throw it all away

    I was lying in the darkness
    With no way to crawl out
    I wanted to take it all away
    Not caring how it comes about