• sitting here
    in my secluded corner
    blade in hand
    ready to go
    i sit and think
    of all the pain
    running through my veins
    and the only way
    to get to it
    is to slice my way through
    when it first hit my skin
    the pain was agonizing
    but it was better
    than the pain on the inside
    blood is trickling its way
    down my arm
    and the pain is numbed
    for now