• I clench my fist
    Bite my tongue
    Look away
    Look toward the sun
    Close my eyes
    Count to three
    Open them up
    Now I am me
    I wont express it
    Nor will I show
    How much I detest it
    The relentless and uknown
    I've never cried
    Nor have I screamed
    Just turn away
    And start to pray
    "God, please don't hate me"
    For I feel as if I deny myself
    Too much I fear
    But who would want to hear me say
    How much I hate you, dear
    Now with all thats bottled up
    Anything can make me crack
    But I suck it up,
    Get over it
    For one whom I can express my true feelings
    Is what I actually lack