• Covered in blood, I stand before you.
    Tears streaming,
    I'm screaming.

    I cannot believe what I have done.
    I feel like I have finally won,
    But sometimes when you win you lose.

    Holding onto me with all your strength,
    You whisper to my ear it will be alright.

    I feel like I'm flying on the wind in a rain storm.
    Chaos all around.
    This thunder is an unbearable sound.

    My hands are turned cherry red,
    Thoughts screaming from my head.
    I cannot believe what I have done.

    Silver bracelets holding my hands together,
    I pray to God.
    It doesn't matter.

    Sighing in disbelief,
    I feel accomplished.
    I feel scared.
    I feel like a god damn disease.

    Taken away in a blue and red light show speeding through the air,
    I feel like I'm flying through the wind in a rainstorm.

    The door slams closed I come back to reality.

    What have I done?