• I didn't want it to turn out this way.
    I am sorry if this hurts you.
    I just think it would be better this way.
    I've known you for to long and i dont wanna hurt you.
    So i am letting you go now so i don't end up hurting you later.
    I love you. i really do i just cant take it.
    I keep thinking I'm gonna do something stupid to ruin it.
    I'm sorry for the pain I'm putting you threw.
    I wish there was a better way to do this without killing your heart.
    I love you so much and for that reason that's why I'm doing this so we don't get to close.
    Then utterly hate each other when i do something that messes everything up.
    I can't risk losing you as a friend you mean way to much to me to let that happen.
    I know you probably think that's a stupid reason to do this but i cant' risk it.
    This has happened once to me already and i regret every bit of it and i wish i could fix it but i can't.
    I always have to remember to let go of the past and think of the future.
    Every time i do i see me hurting you. Or i see us screaming at each other.
    I don't want that to happen in real life.
    I want it to stay a dream, an image forever stuck in my mind.
    I have hurt to many people in my life.
    I don't want to ruin yours by something stupid i will do.
    You mean way to much to me and i never wanna change that.
    We can still be friends and nothing could stop us from being that way.
    I just don't want us to close then have me ruin it.