• again, i am left to lose myself in the chaos..
    my mind,
    a prison i long to escape..
    a dream, yet i wish to remain asleep.
    my world.
    my gun.
    my life.
    i havent a clue where i am going with this,
    possibly, a cry.
    i shed no tears.
    no, no! not for years
    have i shed a tear, not a drop shall fall.
    not a drop shall rise.
    i believe in rain fall.
    but not my eyes.
    what to believe, what?!
    what can i belive,
    politics are out.
    they simply will not do.
    no, no!
    neither will you.
    but, when i sleep
    a story unfolds.
    fable, fantasy, futures are told.
    show me the money, show me the gold,
    get out of my head!
    i'm better off dead, please just leave me alone!
    stop that, don't touch there.
    i wouldn't if i were you.
    see, in my world, there are only two.
    but who you ask?
    i am with you there..
    i've yet to meet them,
    the one,
    a perfect pair.
    i awake, oh leave me be!
    please! please!
    just leave me be..
    but, suddenly..
    only the air can breathe.
    in. out.
    a pot with no spout.
    i dare not leave, for what could it be?
    rip out my veins, let me bleed.
    promise me, never ever leave.
    this is my love,
    my world.
    my life.
    what have i become?
    how did this happen?
    how can this be?
    i can not deny,
    this is how i feel.
    why, i havent a clue.
    the answer, however, lies with you.