• Won't think about the hard times
    About the guy who's so close, but so far
    About the people that hurt me so much
    About the pain that never goes away
    About the friend that left
    About what was and what is

    Won't say how much it hurts
    How much I want him
    How much they killed me inside
    How much I want to end the pain
    How much I want her back
    How much I want somethings to change

    Won't do anything to make it worse
    Do anything to get him
    Do anything to make it worse
    Do anything to stop it all
    Do nothing to get her back
    Do anything to change it

    Won't see how it will all get better
    See him happy with me
    See them smile at my pain
    See it all stop
    See her walk away again
    See it all change

    Won't pretend that I'm fine
    Pretend that seeing how he looks at her kills me
    Pretend that they mean nothing to me
    Pretend that I want to stay here
    Pretend that she isn't the only thing holding me up
    Pretend that I'd be fine if it all changed