• my mind is slipping forming a thunderous cloud of despair and love within my head. everything is a blur when im with you in case you have forgotten. maybe you bceause i see it when i talk to you; how you are distant but so close to me. is this how it is going to be with you forever or just untill i can break through that seal that you have placed around your soul, but then again you never graced me with sharing yours
    have you ever wondered why i do the things i do? maybe this time i can show you what im made of maybe this time you might understand if you listen but how can you? all you ever do is hurt me to the point of where i loose fait but for somereason i hold on i hold because i HOPE that you can listen to me and what i want to say about you it isnt nast but it is true
    please just sit with me on the riverbend