• time crawling so slowly, almost stands still
    to my knees do i fall, and screams that echo
    through the room to this day, the blood and the stains
    my empty self is all that remains

    i get yelled at for nothing, it all makes me numb
    the hitting, the falling, the tears that run
    mascara is smeared, and bruises consume
    my body is hurting, my life forever doomed

    at school i dont talk, i ignore and can barley walk
    they wonder what happens at home all the time
    if they would ever look the answers are all there
    i get beat, and get hurt, my body thrown down stairs

    at night i cant sleep fearing my life
    i guess this is it, the last time tonight
    he comes up the stairs into my room
    i flinch as he tells me to get up and to move

    i look to the floor and i see his knife
    a sick smile on his lips, that look in his eyes
    i dont blame him, for the mistakes that he makes
    he throws me to the floor and gets ready to cut

    he carves the words "hate, ********, and whore"
    my eyes are now focused right at the door
    if i try to run i know ill be killed
    so i lay on the floor motionless in tears

    he laughs at the blood he sees come out
    i cough and he cusses and brings down the knife
    i scream out in agony, which only makes him proud
    to cause such pain to kill me with the pleasure he found

    so i lay on the floor, time has stopped
    no more pain do i feel, the blood has been mopped
    im in a place where i can be loved
    im in gods hands, forever more surrounded by doves