• It's time to be completely honest...
    I am suicidal.
    But you know why?
    Life hasn't shown me much reason to care.
    To share anything with those around me.
    Living can be hard at times,
    Yes,
    It's another day I beat the urg to jump in front of a car...
    But it doesn't help with anything.
    It makes me a day weaker.
    A step close to the edge.
    Have you seen the abyss?
    Dark
    Black
    Heavy with the souls that have poured their blood to escape life.
    Heavy with the lives that haven't moved on.
    I wish to join them in what they thought was their peace...
    But as soon as I even try it,
    I back out...
    I don't join the dance because I know I'll never find the end of it all.
    The never ending dance goes round and round...
    No music.
    No sound.
    Just the screams all around.
    There is no rain.
    Nothing to clean the day away.
    Just the blood we have spilt.
    Drowning in the pools we made.
    No light shines on our faces.
    Because we will forever be shrouded.
    That's how they planned it...
    But since I can't bring myself out,
    I am with them.
    I am lost like them.
    Until I finally
    End.