• The first time I saw you
    My heart beat twice a second
    The way you smile
    The blink of your eye
    The tone of your voice
    Are the moments
    That I anticipated to fall for

    My chance to be with you
    Is already in front of me
    But still I’m holding back
    I don’t know why
    I don’t know why I’m still holding back
    I couldn’t speak clearly
    I feel nervous
    When you’re having a talk with me
    I couldn’t set my mind in consciousness
    I feel bagging down
    I couldn’t start something to open with
    My heart is crying
    And telling that I must do something
    To entertain you

    But why I couldn’t express my feelings
    I’m so arrogant
    I’m ashamed of myself
    I just stand there beside you
    And let the time consume
    Without doing any memorable event

    I’m really sorry that I let you down that night
    If I can just turn back time
    I will do what is in my mind
    The right things to enumerate
    And let our feelings be one

    But why I’m telling this
    If I couldn’t do this in reality
    I’m insane of this benevolence
    I’m all alone
    I want to be with you
    Please some one
    Tell me how

    Or….
    Am I just fooling myself
    Thinking of you as my lover?
    Do I really love you?
    If yes,
    Why couldn’t I at least hold your hand
    And tell that I like you
    I need you
    And I love you.