whouldve though that when I met you...a year from now..wed be like this..
I never expected this to be so hard... We were supposed to have ouur
year anniversary today..and we dond talk to eachother.
I did everything possible to keep you by me, but constant situations
Keept drifting us appart... I'm really convinced that this situation
is out of my hands to fix...and it will not be fixed any time soon.
It almost seemed like yesterday that I wrote you. The first poem of us
and how much I loved you ...heh.. ...but what dosent kill us makes us
The last thing I wanted was to Hurt you...but stilll Being with you
didint help the situation...I guess separating ourselves is the only
way to help us...so you can understand the type of life that you live
and fix it ..or at least try to make it better..
I really don't wanna see you suffer...and I feel like crap right
now...but I won't let this get me down...I'm still your friend and
I'll be there for you..to help you in anything you need..
I know the past...but cant know the future...we don't knou how life
works it's ways...who knous where life might take us..god works in
mysterious ways for you, for me, and everyone around us...
Right now I'm fighting the desire to call you...and talk to you.. My
mind is shure of what i have to do..but my heart tells me otherwise.
But In the end weed be back to the same empty routine we had...cause
there are still things that need to be solved..
I asked help from my parents..and they made me open my eyes...to a lot
of things I overlooked...and they made me think carefully and
critically about what I really want for me and my future...I
Witch I started to see...as we progressed and looked ...very pale and
Well, we'll se where life leads us...if we meet somewhere along the
way... Thank god..and thank god I meet you. I learned a lot o things
and had a wonderful time being with you..I'll miss you.
- Title: ...this is the only way..
- Artist: Lt_Biscuit
- Description: well this i sthe last entrie of the poems that compose my previous relationship..yep we broke up the day before our year anniversary. but hey , "what dosent kill you makes you stronger"-Friedrich Nietzsche. Now im ok and ejoying my life at its fullest. sometimes i thought i could never bear the fact of not being with her...turn out im waaaay better of without her. hurt at first but im ok now. enjoy the poem.
- Date: 06/01/2011
- Tags: love last miss breakup pain