Today just another tiring day
Looking up on the bed I lay
Our moments flash through my headache
Leave me thinking if we were just another heartache
I search through our old conversations
Your words colder than my tears
That dried after many complications
Locking me in a barren place with my fears
I wonder, was it real or stayed a lie.
You never got to prove your flames
Was it love and did it die.
Left me with empty, pointless claims.
Feeling afraid is what I got
Never trust a guy twice
Building a shelter inside a rock
Without my beat but it feels nice
Am I alive or a walking body
Without my heart I feel half
And I know this surely sounds corny
but I’m missing all the hurt
- Title: Missing
- Artist: Deenx
This is a poem I wrote inspired by my tough relationship with my ex.
I know it sounds perhaps too melo and cliche but I didnt have in mind to make it look like that, instead I wrote the lyrics as I felt them, based on my experience with him...
The point of the poem is t my heart feels unable to love again after him but when thinking back to our moments, I realised that what made me feel alive wasn't as much the love as it was the pain.
- Date: 08/01/2011
- Tags: missing love pain lies pointless