• I used to be happy,
    I used to be free,
    but now I am withered
    and cannot be set free.

    I cry and cry,
    and wait for help to come,
    but no one can do it,
    so I am left alone,
    to wither under the insults,
    of a thousand suns.

    Alone I cry,
    while the whole school has fun.
    Is this a game to you?
    You find this fun?
    To mar my dreams, my hopes, my life?

    I walk through the halls,
    the long everlasting halls,
    and pretend I don't have ears,
    pretend I don't feel
    while people I have never seen mock me, tease me, raise themselves up,
    I break out in tears.

    I can find no help,
    I am lost and alone,
    I curl up in my bed,
    and cry my self to sleep.

    This neve ending cycle,
    it has no end!
    I stop caring about me.
    No longer find intrest in games or toy, in reading or drawling.
    Sleep,
    Sleep is all I want.
    I don't need food or fun
    when I can sleep,
    and maybe find
    that my hope, my everlasting hope, the tiny flame in the darkness of my life...
    what am I saying,
    it will never come true,
    yet I still hope,
    tommorow might begin anew.

    So make fun of me while I can,
    so what if I am diffrent,
    so what if I am smarter,
    I am me
    and I wont change me,
    so laugh while you can,
    tell our killing dolphin stories while you can,
    because I am diffrent!

    You will all be nothing,
    I will be somthing,
    I will change the world!
    I will save the coral reefs!
    I will be a marine biologist!
    So laugh while you can,
    you can't change me!
    I am me,
    and I love me!

    For two and a half years I lisened to your taunts, your lies, your insults.
    None of you remeber,
    none of you care,
    that you drove me into depression.
    I see you in the halls,
    and you just walk by
    you don't even look,
    your not even suprised.
    I thought I would see suprise, shock, and shame,
    but you have all forgotten,
    I bet you don't even remeber my name!

    I'm not looking for apologies,
    those wont help you now
    I am forever changed
    I trust less, talk less, laugh less,
    I have lost my inoccence.
    But I have grown stronger,
    stronger than any of you will ever be,
    and I have survived,
    while just being me!

    I walk the halls now with my new freinds,
    in my new school,
    with the same old hopes, the same old dreams.
    I walk the halls with a new life, a new chance, a new me.