• everything i see is a monster every where i look i see demons, nameless and many popping in and out of existence,
    they say nothing and silently pass an enigma of fear, and some so seldom they do, speak but a word or say something short, even a command, still they pass
    by, am i so far gone in my disspare that my soul has been tainted to the point of no return? i wonder about that...my resolve is it not enough?
    my moral, rules to my life not good enough? is that why everything i see frightens me? is that why I'm surrounded by demons? why i can hear their crys and
    quite whispers? i hate it! their faces popping up their presence paralyzing me, yet i find it interesting, why am i danger prone? still ever so slowly i see more
    and more coming closer to me, speaking to me commanding me, LEAVE ME ALONE! i wont surrender...not for anyone and certainly not for you! ever so slowly...
    I'm starting to see the worlds true nature,as beautiful as it is it is just as hideous the heart of it being plagued with all sorts odd illness, it screams,
    they all scream, the human heart does, i once thought as a child, "what a beautiful day" now even the suns rays seems gray to me.
    i wonder what would i have done if not for my partners presence?, my sorrow can't be touched by anyone yet his angelic presences cures me,...
    if that is all i have left then is that my resolve? but what do i do now that - that resolve is gone...?