• I may have a smile but the darkness still lingers
    Will the nightmares ever stop?
    Will the black skies ever leave me be?
    Will these dark figures ever be put at rest?
    Or will i never be freed?
    How long would this goodness last i wonder?
    With all my life's intensity of monsters.
    Crawling under my soul, waiting to strike
    To take me down to watch my eyes burn with tears
    To watch my skin shiver and bones shake
    Will this darkness ever completely disappear?
    Or is this something i have to live with.
    What ever it may be,
    My nightmares may be fewer, but they are getting stronger.
    My weakness may be fewer, but it's blow is harder
    My eyes may be dry, but they still hold dark power.
    I am happy my brain says
    I am afraid my heart says
    i am in a battle my soul says.