• V1
    I lay here and watch the day pass by
    Just another cloudy sky
    Try to forget the way you looked at me
    Wish I could erase all of our memories

    Cuz though all those things were great when I had you
    I know that now there's someone else you're giving it to
    And it's been long years since all of that changed
    But I will always feel the same


    CHORUS
    How could I do that to myself? Whoa oh
    I pushed my heart too far back into that old hell
    The letters that you wrote, the way you signed your name
    You loved me oh so much, though we felt such constant pain
    I left my heart in your hands and I thought you threw it away
    But clearly you're still holding it, somewhere dark and hidden
    And I'll never feel a love again after the tragedy we lived in


    V2
    Every single day since you left, my thoughts are still for you
    And though we're not together, my heart's always stayed true
    No matter who I try to love, you're always in my head
    Every touch and every kiss and everything you ever said


    PRE-CHORUS
    And I think we shouldn't talk no more, til I finally move on
    Cuz it's been 3 years but I still can't believe you're really gone


    CHORUS
    How could I do that to myself? Whoa oh
    I pushed my heart too far back into that old hell
    The letters that you wrote, the way you signed your name
    You loved me oh so much, though we felt such constant pain
    I left my heart in your hands and I thought you threw it away
    But clearly you're still holding it, somewhere dark and hidden
    And I'll never feel a love again after the tragedy we lived in


    BRIDGE
    Well I want to tell you 'let me go' but that's already done
    You threw me from the clouds, but I desperately cling on
    And you said if I ever left, that you wouldn't want to fly
    But all that's gone and you broke through, and you left me here on Earth to die...
    All I can do is watch you happy with him in the sky
    You saved me from my darkness, the light of my life...


    END CHORUS
    So why the ******** did I do that to myself?
    I pushed my heart too far back into that old hell
    All the letters that you wrote, and the way you signed your name
    Every day I wake up and these memories don't fade
    Well I left my heart in your hands, and I thought you threw it away
    But clearly you still have it, cuz I still feel all that pain
    My transgressions all forgotten, but never forgiven
    Well without your love I'm not sure how I'm still livin'


    OUTRO
    You're got me in chains, shackles, tangled up
    All I want, all I ******** want- is all your love.