• Three days Two hours Sixteen minutes
    and an endless stream of seconds
    I have been staring at this phone
    wishing the numbers on the screen
    would just go away.

    Three days Two hours Sixteen minutes
    and an endless stream of seconds
    I have been hoping it was all
    just one big lie and you would call
    and never go away.

    Three days Two hours Sixteen minutes
    and an endless stream of seconds
    I don't understand anything
    not the feeling or the thoughts
    nothing is going away

    For too damn long
    I have sat here wondering if I should
    simply call you and try
    to fix the bond you have sentenced
    to a demise in its entirety

    For too damn long
    I have sat alone in my room
    Hoping for a father who was
    never there to talk to
    not even on the phone

    And now you are dieing...

    And I don't know what to do...

    So I sit here with my thumb hovering
    over the call button
    hoping to find the strength to
    face the man who left
    and never called...