White room

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((uploading the picture later. Cant really find one for it ;w; )))

Its a dimension that kourimori has made. It is conected to the other fallen head quoters but they are unable to get into it as this place is made for only kourimori and Nikki.
Its a room that is like namine's in kingdom hearts in a way. The room has a white desk with white windows. Except the walls are pitch black and the ceiling a white ish grey color.  

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Kourimori ran a finger along the table thinking of things as his gems were floating above the table switching from different colors.  

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Lee came into the room, she was out of breath. "Master, " she managed to say while she bowed. She regained her breath, raised, and continued. "Master, did I offend you? Did I do something wrong? It's just, I've been seeing images of the past lately...I'm...I'm confused...but don't worry! My faith in the darkness has only gotten stronger. I belong to the darkness."  

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Kourimori looked to her. "Looks like your remembering peice's of your past" He said "looks like something happened and its makeing you remember what happened before you were in the darkness."  

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Nikki was relieved, again, that she had been spared. "Y-yes, I see now that I had a sister, and parents! But they died, and my sister, we were training to become keyweilders of light!" Nikki said all of this eagerly, though only because she was finally remembering. Though there was no difference in the tone. But still, she was kind of amazed that at one point she wasn't a dark being.  

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Kourimori smiled a bit at her as he pulled out a chair from the table and sat in it. "It sounds like it was a good past." He said placing his hands on the table the gems now scattered across the being now in the corners changeing colors.  

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"But..." Nikki began. She tooka deep breath, and said "Master, do you think that we are born with either darkness or light in our hearts? Because if that's so, then what I said back there is true, isn't it? We, as the Fallen, are persecuted for only doing what we were born to do. We can't help it. Something deep within urges us forward." She was quiet for a while, then said. "I wish I hadn't remembered. None of it. I don't want it. That's not my life, this is. Whatever I was back then, well that's the past. Levi was my master, that's the only family I needed. And to spread darkness throughout the worlds, that's the only reason I need to fight and live."  

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"Its better to know what you had before you lost it. no matter what it is," he said. "but the light only takes us out if we pose a threat to them or to the worlds. thats there jobs in a way. As the that thing in us urges us forward. Then it can pose a horrible threat to oursleves and others. Thats also the lights job."He shrugged "Thats what i guess anyways  

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"Then what's our purpose? Control? Power?" Nikki hesitated a moment, she was becoming hysterical. "Why, why do we do this!? Why....why did Levi die!? Huh? What did his death serve?" Nikki trailed off, her shoulders were shaking. Are we destined to destroy all life, until we ourselves are destroyed?  

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the gems around the room changed to a purple seeming to react to his emontions. But one was a pale blue like it was out of the crowd to much. "Look, I dont know about what Levi's death served. It only showed that he new something about him dieing and not wanting you to die with him." He said his eyes were looking to her's but then back to her's with a flame in his eyes that was angery but remebering something. "Our purpose to me is that were the flip side of a coin with the light side. What our purpose is is only up to ourselfs. You decide what your's is." He said looking back to the light blue crystal seeing images of his past reflect in it as the crystal could show who ever touched it before there past.

 

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Nikki's eyes followed Kourimori's to the crystal. It beckoned to her, and forgetting all formalities, she reached out to it, and it sucked her into her past...

She saw the day she was born, her parents faces, she saw herself grow up, being raised by Lunesta, she saw more of their training, of striving for a better life than the meager one that they were living. And then she saw that day, the attack. She saw her sister sacrifice herself for Nikki, giving her Grief, and then she heard the screams, saw the blood. Nikki watched as she saw herself walk to her sister's body, barely alive, and strike her down with Grief and Sorrow, following through the pact that they made. She buried what was left of her sister, and then went back to the canals underneath the castle, that was when she had passed out. When Nikki awoke, there was Levi, picking her up, taking her home, asking her questions; most of which she couldn't answer. Then her heart fluttered as she relived her training with him, all of those precious memories that she held so dearly...And then there was that day, the day that Levi left her behind. The last smile he gave her, and then she remembered that she gave him a most unwelcome hug. But he said that he still had to go, it was his mission, his duty, and so she let him...

And then Nikki was back in the room. She remembered everything now, clear as day. Her head hurt, she was so overwhelmed with all of it rushing back to her. She collapsed on the floor, 'Levi...' barely escaping her lips before she blacked out.  

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Kourimori looked to the light blue crystal that faded slowly into the dark. He looked to the collapsed on the floor, knowing that the crystals that could pick her up and go to her room would hurt her. There was a sigh that escaped his lips and picked her up. Having her held in his arms caring her to her room. "Theres different ways of being crule. I pick seeing others in a fight for the crulty." He said to himself not excepting to hear if nikki responed to him or not. The crystal that always he kept with him floated next to him. To precius to leave behind  

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Nikki was in a dark, empty, room. She was alone, and scared. She tried calling out, but her voice caught in her throat. She felt like just curling up and disappearing. But then, she was filled with warmth, she was being carried. she turned her head into the chest of her carrier, and she thought she smelled Levi. She brought her arms up, and clung to him. "Levi, you came back...I knew you would. They all said you were dead, but I knew you couldn't be..." Nikki was still lost in the dark room, but now that Levi was with her, she felt better. She drifted off to sleep while still clinging to 'Levi' both in her mind and physically.  

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Kourimori stopped walking and looked down to Nikki who clungged to him thinking it was Levi. He shook his head silently. such a interseting girl he thought opening a door to her room and sat on her bed nikki still being in his arms. Waiting till he was able to put her in her bed without waking her up  

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Nikki felt her hold on 'Levi' slipping. No. "Don't go..." No... "Don't go Levi..." Just say it, make him stay. "Don't go Levi! I love you!" Nikki woke up, and saw that the man she was holding definitely was not Levi. "M-m-master!" She shot up, sitting upright in her bed. "F-forgive me! I was...hallucinating!" But now she finally realised that since Kourimori had been holding her, that Levi hadn't come back, it was just all a dream, a hallucination. Tears started to form in her eyes. They were a concept all too strange to her until Levi had died. That day when she found out, she had cried long into the night...

"P-please, leave me b-be, Ma-master." She lied back down, curling into a ball. Trying to shut everything else out. "I'll b-be ready for m-my next assignment...I j-just need some sl-sleep." Nikki came to the acceptance that Levi had taken part of her heart, if not her whole heart. But he probably didn't even know it. He was her entire world, and until just now, her only history, or family. He was her crutch, in so many ways. And now it was if she was seeing and experiencing the world for the first time, without someone else there to care for her, or to help her along.