|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
 Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 6:33 pm
 |
|
|
 |
I'm really upset with my boyfriend. I went over to his place today, and yeah... We did stuff together, then I did my homework, then we talked... He seemed to be in a grumpy or down mood. But then we talked, cheered him up a little, etc. Then he said "Can you throw this [insert secretive name of object] in a neighbor's garbage or something while you're on your way home?" I told him "But... I'm going to the store to buy cat food then I'm going home... You're not coming with me?" he told me "I'm sorry, I can't... You know why? I got stuff to do..." And I'm thinking WHAT THE ********? IT'S LATE AT NIGHT, I MADE THE ******** EFFORT TO COME TO YOUR ******** PLACE TO ******** SEE YOU, I MEAN, DON'T I ALWAYS MAKE AN EFFORT TO SEE YOU? I'M ALWAYS MAKING THE ******** EFFORT TO SEE YOU, AND YOU DONT EVEN WANT TO ACCOMPANY ME BACK HOME? IM NOT EVEN ASKING YOU TO FACKING SPEND THE WHOLE NIGHT WITH ME!!!!! YOU EVEN INVITED ME TO ******** CHINATOWN DAMNIT, BUT DECIDED NOT TO, DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN, SO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR TIME TO GO TO CHINATOWN WHICH IS IN THE NEXT CITY BUT YOU HAVE NO TIME TO EVEN ACCOMPANY ME BACK HOME WHICH TAKES 10 MINUTES? THE STORE IS ONLY IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD, AND ITS DARK, YOU DONT CARE ABOUT ME??? DO YOU KNOW THAT THERE'S OFTEN DRUG DEALERS AROUND THAT STUPID STORE? YOU KNOW SO YOURSELF, YOU RAN INTO ONE DUMBASS!!!!!!!!!! stressed YOU'RE NOT SCARED THAT I MIGHT GET RAPED? YOU DON'T WORRY FOR ME? YOU KNOW WHY? BECAUSE YOU'RE FREAKIN LAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHH!!!!!! STUPID! STUPID STUPID STUPID! And what do you have to do? Laundry? u____u You know... This really upsets. Okay, maybe it isn't anything big to you guys on Gaia, but it is to me. To me it's
1-I don't feel like assuring your own safety
2-I'll let you go off with a heavy bag
3-I don't worry for you
4-I'm too lazy
5-My stuff is more important than your safety
I don't know, but I don't feel like TALKING TO YOU ANYMORE! u_____u Of course I said "Yeah... I'll be fine." I mean, I don't want to be rude to push you to accompanying me. He told me "Ah... You want me to accompany you? You're making me feel bad." YOU IDIOT, IF YOU HAD THE OPTION TO ACCOMPANY ME EVEN ONLY FOR A SHORT WHILE WHY DONT YOU DO IT? I HATE YOU! STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID! I'm not talking to you at school anymore ********>
|
|
|
|
|
|
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Mon Nov 27, 2006 10:38 am
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Mon Nov 27, 2006 12:24 pm
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Mon Nov 27, 2006 7:50 pm
|
|
|
|
Awww... You guys are so understanding! ^___^ I thought I was the one going paranoid and crazy here wanting too much protection... o___O Yup. I only come to Gaia just for the rant thread. It feels... good. mrgreen I'm sorry, I might be annoying with my rants but... I have another one... --___--
MY BOYFRIEND IS A ******** a*****e!!!! AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! Okay, I went out of arts during break time, went to my locker which is right next to my boyfriend's locker, I just wanted to say hello and get my ipod back for another period of arts. My friend Joyce said "Hey look, Andy's [Andy is my bf] right there!" I said "Where?" She told me he turned to the right, when I went in that direction, I only saw him from behind from a few feet away and... AND GUESS WHAT I SAW!? One girl was hugging him around the facking waist, while he was caressing another girl's face right next to him. You know what Andy? ******** you. ******** you and yourself. You damn whore. I don't go all over guys like you go all over girls. You ********. I know when you were single, you play with a girls' hair, hands, arms or touch their faces. BUT YOU ******** b*****d, THERE'S A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN BEING SING AND NOT BEING SINGLE. When you're TAKEN you don't do s**t LIKE THAT ANYMORE WITH ANYBODY ELSE! I hate YOU! STUPID STUPID STUPID! I swear... These days, you just make me cry, get angry for nothing, forget to attend important events, etc. I honestly think I should just break him with him. His birthday is coming up next week, YEAH BREAKUP FOR HIS BIRTHDAY!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! STUPID LOSER!!!!!!!!!
My friend told me "Tina, maybe he's just like that, used to touching girls like that. Just tell him you don't like it." I hate him. I'm not a direct person. I found out that Joyce told Andy that I saw him with those two girls hugging and caressing their face [doesn't it sound like flirting?] and then I ran away to the artroom class and cried. My friend told me he was smiling because he was happy that I cared for him. And now, I hate him. I wanna break up. Maybe I don't have an excuse to breakup. My friends tell me "Oh, you just wanna break up because you're pissed? Stupid excuse."
Me and my boyfriend usually take the bus home together, but this time, I went early to my friend's bus and went to her place. So I didn't see him for quite a while today. He came to my place to see me, but I wasn't home. he called me, but I wasn't home. I'm going to avoid him tomorrow.
I'm okay with him hugging girls, but DAMN her arms were around his WAIST! That's the way I hug him... And when he touches a girl's face like that it annoys me. ******** you Andy. ******** you.
Am I being too paranoid or am I hallusinating too much? Am I making a big deal out of nothing? I mean... Maybe it's just me. Maybe it's all right for him to touch a girl like that...
|
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Mon Nov 27, 2006 9:51 pm
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Tue Nov 28, 2006 2:13 pm
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Tue Nov 28, 2006 7:39 pm
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Wed Nov 29, 2006 8:32 pm
|
|
|
|
Umm... Okay! I just got back together with my boyfriend. ^____^ Things are fine now. I know he has a lot of girls as friends, so he usually pinch their cheeks or slap their face (jokingly), but I know sometimes he caresses their face (not with affection). I gave him a big yelling. He won't do it anymore or at least he'll try to keep his distance a little better next time. Yup. I don't want to be too crazy. Because it's okay for guys to have girls as friends. I guess I went a little overboard with the jealousy thing. ^___^ii Right after patching things up, I invited him to dinner with my whole family (except my dad). So things are good. =3
But another darn thing is pissing me off... stressed
A stupid girl named Eling (supposedly my friend) is like a fackin a** ol', god dimmit. Last year, she used to have a crush on Andy (who is now my boyfriend). She barely knew him and thought she was sincerely in love with him, she said to everybody that they're close friends and that they know eachother a lot and they go well together. Omg, this girl is clueless. She's such a liar and she brags about things that are not even true. First of all, last year I wasn't even close to Andy, and I was closer to him more than Eling was to him. And she thought Andy found her attractive because he said hello to her the first time they met, he didn't even know her. So Eling thought he said hello because he thought she was cute, she was sure of it. but in reality, he only said hello to her because he thought she was his cousin's friend. Gosh... This girl jumps into assumptions... --___-- Last summer, she confessed to him over the phone, obviously, he rejected her. And yeah... Later on, I asked her if she still liked him, she said no. During that summer, me and him got closer and closer. Then school started, his feelings for me were confirmed. He confessed, I agreed after a week. Then Eling went nuts and started her damn jealousy rampage. But heck, aint my fault, I asked her if she stilll liked him. Serves her right for lying to me.
Okay, time for me to rant... ^___^
God DAMNIT! I was just holding my bf's hand leading the way at school and she goes "STOP DRAGGING HIM LIKE A DOG!!!!" Okay.. First of all, what the ******** is wrong with you Ling? It's my right, my boyfriend. I'm just leading the way. He doesn't mind either, in fact, he also thinks you're a ******** maniac bee-atch. A week later, I was slapping pretendingly my boyfriend's face, [we kid around like that] he was kidding around saying "Don't do that!" Then Eling barged in and said "LOOK! Maria! You're NOT supposed to hit your boyfriend's face, blablabla" her giving me ******** moral and advice on my relationship. LISTEN SCREW YOU. So I decided to stay quiet. But my bf knew I didn't like Eling saying stuff like that. So he told her "Be quiet. It's part of Maria's charm." Then she was quiet... Then I added "YEAH! SO BUT OUT AND STAY OUT OF OUR BUSSINESS!" Then she sat quiet and ate her food damnit. Ya.
So me and Andy got into arguements lately, but some are little silly joking arguements and some other arguements are serious ones like the one I had with him about him touching other girls. WELL ELING STUPID ELING she keeps talking to my friend saying "Oh... Look MARIA EXAGERATES TOO MUCH! WHAT'S WRONG WITH HER? BLABLABLABLABLABLABLABLBALBABALBALA" She's talking to my friend like that as if we were going to break up, as if she was part of the couple. Like WTF? Stupid girl, she keeps insulting me saying I do this too much I do that, and then she defends Andy. Well ******** you b***h, go get a boyfriend first before giving ******** relationship advice. God... And a few weeks ago, I was just joking saying "OH I LOVE MARIO [another guy]!" When Andy was right next to me. Eling and Tina were laughing. I was just kidding saying "Oops, whatever!" Then Eling started becoming a b***h saying "Oh! I don't understand why Andy is with you!" Then I'm like wtf? he confessed to me first. The she said "Well you weren't obligated to say yes." WTF? YOU IDIOT! YOU STUPID STOP CHANGING THE SUBJECT, YOU SAID YOU DONT KNOW WHY HE'S GOING OUT WITH ME. HE'S GOING OUT WITH ME BECAUSE HE WANTS TO, HE CONFESSED YOU DENSE BEE-ATCH!!!!
Gosh... And I swear. I don't think she liked me last year because she kept giving me a lot of attitude compared to the others. Gosh, when we go shopping with friends, she tells her friends "Oh wear this, this is cute, go try this on" Nothing towards me. I point out all the exagerated slutty clothes and say "OMG, who would want to wear that? Damn, why do they even sell this?" Eling goes "Oh, that's for you. Wear it." ******** YOU MAN! God, she's treating me like a slut or what? Sheesh. I swear... I don't like her.
You might think I'm such a snob, but I'm not. I just started disliking her little by little as time goes by. I turned out like this by the time I realized she was treating me like s**t. Everyone and I think that Eling is expecting me and Andy to breakup. Which is probably true since every little arguement I have with my boyfriend [joking or not] she talks about it. SHEESH. IF YOU STILL LIKE HIM WHY DONT YOU SAY SO DAMNIT!
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Wed Nov 29, 2006 8:33 pm
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Fri Dec 01, 2006 3:50 pm
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Dec 02, 2006 2:54 pm
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Dec 02, 2006 7:58 pm
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Mon Dec 04, 2006 12:58 am
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Mon Dec 04, 2006 8:44 am
|
|
|
|
Kodocha579 geez i hate girls like that who butt into things they shouldnt. she sounds very rude and mean!
WOW, you're right! eek She actually is rude. She invited herself to my pageant's bowling reunion, Valerie wasn't part of the pageant thing [AKA MoonLight Ninja] but at least she knew a few people from the pageant. Because Eling was completely unknown, and this wasn't a hangout to meet new people.
Two of the pageant girls were talking saying "Oh... I'm not very good at bowling, BUT I'll try my best, it'll be fun! biggrin " and the other was like "Yeah! You're right! Let's have fun! ^___^" Then Eling goes "I HATE BOWLING!" ... She is such a kill-joy. --____-- And like... why the hell did you come if you hate bowling? Damnit...
Yup. That's how weird that girl is. I don't really consider her as a friend. Friends are not supposed to bring you down or kill your joy. They're there to support you. Eling actually insulted more than she compliments me. Actually, she only complimented me once and that's it. Number of insults from Eling... about... Well I get one about every time I see her. But she's so funny because I never insulted her. If I did I don't think I would ever stop because she's really far from perfection xD
Eling...
-won't stop slouching [bad posture = ugly]
-talks so roughly like a caveman
-hits everybody rudely
-is very snobby [hey, just because a person is a nerd doesn't mean a nerd can't be a snob. Snob is a person who thinks she is superior, so preppies are not all snobs ^__^]
-is very rude because she points out very rude comments
-invites herself to every event and hangout even though nobody wants her to come [and it's impolite to say no]
-brags a lot about herself [brags about things like her family being rich, about have a nice house, about her friends, but she can never brag about her physical appearance because everybody knows [including herself] that there is nothing to brag about in her physical appearance]
-she invites herself to hangouts at the last minute [like, i was 5 minutes away from the mall by bus, i was still in the bus (and it takes 30 min. to get to the mall), i was going to meet my friends then she calls me on my cell phone and says "HEY, where you going?" me"Umm... Mall." her"OHHHH... Mall HUH?" then I said "Urm... you want... to come? =) [inner me= twitch twitch o__-] then she goes "DUH! Yeah I want to come!" in a very rude b***h way like I was supposed to invite her. God damnit, like you go rude like that stupid. stressed It's not like I should invite all my friends and we'll be 20 people in the mall, god its not a party... domokun
So technically, this girl is ugly inside and out [yes physical appearance too] but her inside is worse though. So if she started to be pretty with her psychological traits, she might start becoming prettier with her physical traits because right now... She's revoltingly ugly to speak and look at. neutral |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Mon Dec 04, 2006 10:55 am
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Reply
