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 Posted: Fri Jul 08, 2005 11:33 pm
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Posted: Sun Jul 10, 2005 9:26 pm
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Posted: Sun Jul 10, 2005 9:40 pm
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Posted: Mon Jul 11, 2005 12:57 am
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2005 7:35 pm
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Posted: Wed Jul 27, 2005 2:58 am
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Posted: Sun Jul 31, 2005 1:34 am
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Posted: Sun Jul 31, 2005 6:51 pm
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ok I am going to rant abit because I need aplace were I can feel safe about what I have to say, and I can't do it in my journal because it is full of jokes and fun stuff and I don't want to spoil it for veiwere and for some reason I feel safe here in the green day giuld. ok all my friends exsept for like 3 are actually being friends to me, the rest of them are talking behind by back and keeping secrets from me and I hate it Rachel is driving me insain she dating an old X-boyfriend and he is a total a** and I told her not to date him because in the end she will just get hert Like I did, ({Breaf history on the story, I dated Nick the "x" and he dumped me 2 weeks in to the relation ship "because we couldn't comunicate" my a** we couldn't he just wouldn't talk to me, but before we started dating he could tell me any thing but any way about and the areound Feb I find out that he still has a thing for me and that he wants to ask me out so he leads me on for 2 weeks then evoinds me for one week and then asks out some chick names Sam and then he pretends I don't even exsist for 3 weeks they date for 3 mounths and break up because Sam found out Nick isn't a vergin from her sister because some girl with long dark hair told her so Nick thinks is me but its not because I hate him at this point in time}) and so any way I am trying to convice her not to date him because when he dose break up with girl friends he doesn't care [he has never had his heart broken] after that I meet Barry Rachells brother and I really liked him and so I asked him out he says no but what ever I have no problem with it, there are like billions of other guys out there but any way barry and I still fool around flurting and what notand then he tells Theo- one of my only true friends right now, that he wants to ask me out and that he is just raking up the nerve to so I go away for a weekend and he ends up asking out this chick names Jess she is only 15 and she has a 6 moth old baby and so I am kinda sad about that but I didn't let it get to me but the hole time when I was just fooling around with barry Rachel was really mad at me for it and I didn't know why she was, Rachel and I are like best friends at the time so I don't know why it bothered her that I was with her Brother like we would just go out at lunch to gether and we would hang and drink but Rachel didn't know about that and then Nick starts to blow Rachel off to hang with his friend Wil and then they Broke up with him but the 3 weeks she was all dipressed that Nick was blowing her off and she didn't want to dump him I was in to Justin and I was flurtingand Rachel was getting all Pissy again because I was flurting with some one and then after she breaks up with Nick she asks out Justin witch upset me abit but what ever there are thousands of guys out there and since then every one has hated Nick and then I was just talking to him and every one is telling him that they are not mad at him and that put me in a tight spot because every one was telling him I was saying stuff behind his back and I wasn't all I said was that I hated him and since every one felt so strongly about it maybe he souldn't eat with us at lunch and hang with us and every one agreed and then turn and tell him it was all me when I was just kidding aound and they took me so serounsly and now Nick is all pissy at me and I tryed to tell him what happen and he wouldn't listen. And then there is Natasha some one I thought was a friend but she has been saying mean things about me behind my back with Nik {[(this is a different nik hance there is no c in his name}]) and Amy were saying things about me how I know is because I was Natashas place with them all and mom was in the kitchen picking me Pat and Mack up from the sleep over and I guess they didn't know mom was in the kitchen and she could here them saying things about me in the other room and whenthey walked out and saw her they were all like "HI, I didn't know you were here in the house". And that night Rachell nor Justin could make it to the sleep over and so I had said that I wanna sit down with Rachel and talk to her and find out why she was alway treating me this way and they all yelled at me (exsept Pat and Mack because they are the only ones not saying things behind my back) because I can't handle a mature conversation but here is the thing I can but I really never have to do that with them because the hole group is just use to fooling around and having fun so they have never seen me handly an mature conversation before. I told them I wanted to talk about how she was always like my life is worse then yours so you have no right to bicht. See I am usualy the happy one in the group so when some one needs to b***h and unload they come to me but when I am not having a good day or I am not having a good time at home she is always you can't be bitchy and I hate it so much, just because she chooses to advertise what happens in her house hold after she gets gome doesn't mean that otheres chooses to keep it a secret. And now I am worryed for barry because there is this guy that is in town right now and he is staying with little Jess and he really likes her and she really really likes him and if she will go out with him he is going to stay intown and help rase the baby and if jess is still with barry I can see him getting his a** kicked ans this worrys me that and Jess is a slut... Well that is about it I feel much better now I was almost in tears when I had started this but am much better now and I am sorry for then inconvenece and if some one was breve enough to read the entire thing you must have alot of time on your hands and no one has to respond to this I just needed a safe place to rant... heart
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Posted: Mon Aug 01, 2005 11:50 pm
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Posted: Wed Aug 03, 2005 1:35 am
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Posted: Wed Aug 03, 2005 10:04 pm
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2005 1:23 am
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2005 5:38 pm
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