Let's have a rant thread! ~*Stress Relief*~

[Niphz]

Well said, t0sh, well said. xD

 

[hip2b^2]

Niphz

Oh oh, have you heard of this?

Mathematical proof that girls are evil:

Girls = time x money
Time = money
Thf girls = money x money = money^2
Money is the root of all evil
Thf money^2 = evil
Thf girls = evil

XDD

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lol I'm pissed again, just came to vent and wonder why am I always getting my time wasted!! !@#$!!!! I'm easily annoyed,but I never say anything about it! WHY!!! gonk gonk gonk I'm such a doormat emo I mean I just got insulted and didn't realized I should be pissed till later on, when I loose my chance of saying something back!!!!! And when Imake a simple remark, or basic observation, someone has to feel entitled to lecture me about the topic, like I was wrong about something.. that actually happens when I'mwith my grandfather.. I'm just sitting and the minute he starts talking, it's as if I did something wrong and should be ashamed of myself.. when really he's just trying to say something.. I guess that's what others are trying to do to, and I just get mad about it. I can't help it! This happened today.. I said something, and someone just had to lecture about it like I was so stupid and had no clue. Then they questioned me about my "knowledge" *cough* of chinese culture because I didn't know that this one guy directed a chinese movie I've never seen ! I listened to music to get it out of my head (it worked, music rocks!) but I still couldn't forget how insulting that was! stressed

 

[xoCrow]

I'm mad, mainly at myself.

Long story short, I told my boyfriend something so he could temporary "take a break" from me since I've just heard about something that I KNOW would tear him apart if I just flatout told him. Well during an argument we had (he didn't see why he should "take a break" from me) I was so caught up with myself that I blurted out. The real problem was, the argument inflicted much more pain on him than if I would've just told him. So he says, since I was so blind to not have him hurt that I ended up creating lies that hurt him even more. So we kind of parted, highly doubt we'd be back together in the relationship. Maybe only as friends, if even that.

Damn do I feel like an idiot. He really meant a lot to me, yet in effort to protect him I only ended up hurting him. If only I can go back in time.. it really hurts a lot that it seems like I never existed in his life now. And here, I'm in tears that the most important thing to me has left. :/

 

[Niphz]

@hip - Okay okay. Firstly about your grandpa.. I think you may be overreacting slightly. I think almost all old Chinese people have a tendency to speak like that simply because back in their day everyone was fairly critical to each other.. and some just adapt to the change in culture less well than others. I think the best way is to take onboard anything useful he says and then tune out the harsher bits and not let it get to you. (: About whoever was lecturing you about Chinese culture because you hadn't seen a film, that person is a complete and utter moron. Tell them that when the Great Wall was built, things such as films didn't exist, or something like that. [but cleverer, and something that actually makes sense.. -__-"]

@Crow - Ouch.. I really feel for you here. I think though that when the situation has calmed down a bit - because emotions seem to be running pretty high right now - he'll realise that you did what you did for his sake, even if it was the wrong decision, and he'll feel better towards you for that. (: I hope it turns out well for you.. good luck. <3

 

[Night Rain55]

I hate my boyfriend. He never calls me. I'm always the one calling him and I'm tired of it. You know... I would also like some attention and caring from his part. The only time he calls is when I ask him to or when I call him and he says he'll call me back because he has to do things for his parents. When I told him he never calls me anymore, he makes up excuses.

When we finally get to spend time together, he's just glued to his guitar. So I'm like "Okay... While you're glued to it, I'll go rollerblading." And when I come back, he's like "Oh, I gotta go." ******** PISSES ME OFF! ********, if you don't want to spend time with me, if you don't care about me. Just break up. I'm tired of waiting for his calls when I know he'll never call. At least one call just to say hi would make me happy. I'm not expecting a three-hour conversation on the phone like we used to have.

I hate becoming attached to somebody when I'm dependant on them. I feel like I should just break up with him and learn to become independant. But I still love him, but he pisses me off like hell. Arghh... I'm just scared to regret breaking up with him because he said "When I break up with a girl, I never get back with them. If a past relationship doesn't work, what makes you think it'll work out again?" So yeah...  

[Night Rain55]

I actually cried while typing that post. xD I hate my boyfriend. Maybe I should break up before I become too dependent and obsessive.  

[hip2b^2]

@ Niphz - I have a feeling I'm going to be coming to this place a lot now! Yeah he is pretty old-fashioned... arrow (but I was really just using him as an example, I haven't talked to my grandfather in a LONG time sweatdrop srry for not being more specific!, I can't remember things when I'm angry)
And yes, that person, was just GAH! She didn't answer any of my questions (just random ones like, "did you see that movie/show").. she just assumed that I didn't know anything about Chinese anything! stressed

@ the other people above me.. man that's just rough.. I've never been in a relationship before (and I'll never be!) so I got nothing sweatdrop My friend's friends, that I know ALL just broke up! It really sucks for her, cuz she hung out with them alot.. and now they kind of split into 2 and she's stuck in the middle confused But I think things are cooling down for her

 

[xoCrow]

Thanks Niphz, that made me feel a bit better. (:

It really hit me hard, since it was my first relationship and I've never really had anyone before that. Not even family. The fact that it lasted for quite awhile (2+ years) also plays a huge role. I have a feeling that it'll take a long, long while for me to get a hold of myself, so I tell myself to try to be strong until I do so. Feels like forever, but I have to have some hope.

 

[soumakisa]

× night rain: how long did you wait for his "calls"? i know sometimes waiting for pple's calls can be very nerve wrecking and you go like... "@#!R!#!#%!" maybe you can try not to call him for a few days... see how things turn out before making a real decision...

@crow: yeah.. right now emotions are intense.. wait for him to calm down better..

 

[xoCrow]

Yeah, now if I can get people to stop calling me emo.

I really despise that, even though I probably am. -__-;

 

[Niphz]

@Crow - You're not emo, don't worry. I mean, as much as I hate this labelling thing, truly 'emo' kids are.. a lot less truly emotional, ironically. I'm glad I could help a little (:

@NR - Ahhh. Maybe it's a situation that calls for something my friends and I named.. "The Game"... you know, where you purposefully ignore the other person for a while - anything from 2 days to a week - and then see what their reaction is.. if he comes back to you then it's worth trying to fix things and work at your problems. If he doesn't, then.. yeah. neutral

..ignore that. xD It's so unsensible. I'd just talk to him if I were you, and TELL him what you're annoyed about in direct, simple words so he cannot mistake your meaning or avoid you. (: Sometimes tact and subtlety are just unnecessary.

@hip - Glad to hear it ^__^;; I know what you mean, though, about things like that.. I'd just say it's generally not worth caring about the opinions of people you don't care about. (;

 

[hip2b^2]

*sighs* Well it happened today.. but I told this girl that we part ways! It was very sudden since, she called me to tell me about herself, and then asked me why everyone seemed to be avoiding her. And I told her, that we shouldn't be friends anymore.. I couldn't bear tell her that I never liked her at all though sweatdrop I feel, very, odd. Guilty, and sad (cuz I feel guilty)... Not relief like I should though.. I guess since this was so sudden, because my friend told me it should be her and I that confronts her.. but I think it was better this way, because she thought I was her "best friend"

 

[Niphz]

It's okay.. no one likes to hurt people after all, even if we don't like them that much. Try to think positively - she might be better off like this, anyway, better off not hanging around people who don't like her at all..

..or maybe you will suddenly find that you miss her company and like her after all? xD

 

[hip2b^2]

um, I'll stick with the positive thinking!!! She's deffinatly better off like this! blaugh

THanks heart heart

 

[` T a p i o c a `]

H'okay

I got really peed off today at lunch.

You see.
There's this boy called Canna who is a year younger that us, year 8, whose into drawing manga and stuff (even though he's crap at it) cos one of my closest friends, Razzel, is good at drawing manga he asked her to help him. So he keeps sitting next to her every break and lunch time in the music room to draw with her.
He was always an annoying little twerp.

We went to town with him once and went in Waterstone's to choose manga, me known for being very picky, took quite a long time choosing a manga and he kept saying "hurry up, hurry up" and kept poking me.

Last week on Friday we were walking back home..he went and bought Millions from the shops. And started spitting em at me, Razzel and Naomi D=< (We all walk together back home everytime, but this was the first time I've experienced it)
So I whacked him a couple of times with my jacket, cos it was a really hot day and I get very short-tempered in hot days...especially when I got hayfever >.>

Now today.
At lunch the had jacket potatoes for lunch from the canteen and started flicking pieces of potatoe at me..which peed me off a lot, cos I had hayfever.
Luckily Razzel was next to him (as always) and stopped him temporarily.
I was gonne chuck my rubbish at him but the teacher was in the room >.>;;;
When the bell was about to ring, he started doing it again stressed
I was just about to take my rubbish out and throw it at him but the bell rang and the teacher came back in >.>
I knew he did it on purpose to pee me off. Razzel asked me if I hate him now and I said yes and he said he hate me too.
I spent period 5 (English) drawing a small pic of him being tortured - set on fire, stabbed with needles, parts of his body ripped apart etc. (that actually scared my friend Beth who was sitting next to me, cos I had this evil/devilish expression on my face xd )

So now I hate him with passion.
And will never go near him ever again...but he's always stuck to Razzel everytime I go into the music room...
So I can't talk to Razzel...
I have Science revision on Wednes. and Thurs. and orchestra at the mo...so I have to walk back home with him on Mon and Fri D=
Great >.>
Good thing that on the way back home, half way we part with him ^^

But I get the feeling that I'll end up hurting him physicaly in some way on Friday ninja