Courtyard (South)

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Suka blinked as she came so close but did not move, he thought for a moment of how to explain. "I finished...learning how to do that thing with the dagger...but I took too long and one of my wounds already healed so what blood was left behind could not heal it and go back inside. My blod still wants to be inside me though so when that happens it'll try and go though another wound if there's nore then one. If I hadn't tried to heal myself it wouldnt't have hapened but once my wound seals up if blood was left over it can't come back.....I stabbed myself to bleed it back out. It would have been slower had my eyes been the right color....and I didn't ge all f it so now it made it to my eyes....the blood dd....I don't know what happens next but that should answer your questions..." he said this and then looked down to the dagger that was still in his hand, if he'd listened to her this wouldn't have happened. He slipped thedagger in his pocket but did not look back.  

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Karin stared at him for a moment and then finally pulled her gaze away and dropped it to the floor. That was blood in his eyes? And his blood wanted to return? It all seemed pretty odd, but she guessed she couldn't argue about it since it'd just happened. She was tempted to ask what that meant would happen now, until she recalled he'd just said he didn't know. So she bit her lip again nervously as she glanced around, as if seeking something that would help. But she only saw Sehrun and his falcon and slowly looked back towards Suka. "...Will you be ok though?" she asked after a moment's pause.  

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Suka looked back up at her and shook his head. "I don't know...I would hope so..." he really couldn't be sure about this. The blood was not supposed to be in him and that it was in him while his eyes were that foreign color made it that much worse. Suka tried to figure out a way to make sure but he was out of ideas on that ..he sighed and let go of his arm again, the palm of the hand covering his wound bloodied and he was not going to be able to heal like he should because of the unwanted blood. The blood wanted the body but the body did not want the blood. If the blood was normal then he'd never have to deal with this...if he was not so different from everyone else because of one small mistake he'd probably not have to go through a lot of what he'd been through so far. Sooner or later he'd have to tell Karin what made him like that...but now was neither the time nor the place.  

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Karin glanced back up at him again. He would hope so? That wasn't very comforting... Her eyes went to his arm as he pulled his hand from it and she bit her lip again, ears drooping. "Should we... try the hospital?" she asked anxiously. "Or should I tie it off for you?" Her hands moved automaically to unzip her jacket and grip the bottom of her shirt, ready to tear a strip off to use as bandages. She'd done it so many times before, she wasn't going to hesitate tearing her clothing if he agreed. So she watched him as she awaited a response, golden eyes slightly wide and full of concern.  

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"I don't like the hospital...and you don't need to worry about wrapping anything around it either." He said this and frowned a bit but then the frown dropped as he saw the concern in her eyes. "...I guess you can 'tie it off' if you want to....just no hospitals. I don't like hospitals." He crossed his arms after he'd said that much and looked down at her from then after quietly. He hated hospitals and though they supposedly helped you out they were pointless. There were too many things you had to do when you could really just do it yourself if you had the right material. The whole idea of other poepledoing it for him bothered him....but hospitals he coudldn't stand.  

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Karin blinked as he declined it, but soon changed his mind and accepted. Though, she let her hands fall back to her sides as she watched him, her head tilting to the right. She noted his reluctance and didn't want to do anything if he really didn't want her to. Instead she sighed and bit her lip. "Well... What if I tear you some bandages and you can tie it?" she murmured, wondering if he'd prefer that. "Because you need to stop the bleeding." She'd entirely abandoned the idea of a hospital, though they would have real bandages that would work better then pieces of her shirt. But then again, it'd surve its purpose well enough.  

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Suka shrugged. "I don't care who does it...you'd probably be able to tie it better with both hands..." he said this and felt his eyes start to hurt so he moved his left hand up to his left eye covering it and then doing the same with his right but noticably slower. "Ow..." he couldn't tell what was happening but she probably would be able to see if she could see his eyes...for the moment though they were covered with his hands which made that much impossible. He dopped nto the ground with his palms in his eyes breathing heavy.  

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Karin nodded slowly, moving her hands back to her shirt. She began tearing it slowly, but stopped suddenly as she saw the movement of his arms out of the corner of her eye. She raised her head again, staring at him nervously. "Suka?" she asked uncertainly, dropping down to her knees in front of him. "Are you alright?" Her ears flattened back, the sound of his heavy breathing only making her even more anxious. Her tail wound around her waist as she leaned towards him, biting her lip again. What was she supposed to do? She had no idea what was even happening.  

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Suka heard her but could not reply, he had his palms in his eyes and felt the blood move from the lining of his eyes into the actual Iris of it and his Arms went hard out to his sides as the blood swam through his iris making odd designs as it did soand he looked at her silently. Suka's arms were now stiff and the wound healed itself quickly and the bleeding stopped...the blood could not keep it's place in Suka's eyes though and was pushed back to the lining causing the wound to stop healing and even open itself up more. Ska blinked "Oh crap...I'm sorry what happened?" he hadn't a clue what had just happened...it was as if he'd lost conciousness for those few seconds.  

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Karin leaned forward a bit closer, staring at him anxiously. "Suk-" she began, stopping short as she saw his arms move away suddenly. Now she had a clear view of his eyes and she felt her own widen as she watched what she could only assume was blood moving around in the iris. She watched, transfixed by the swirling designs, but feeling a shiver creeping up her spine at the same time. It was extremely odd to her, but she couldn't look away. However, she finally blinked herself out of it as the blood returned to the rings. She then took note that his arm had stopped bleeding. She studied it for a moment, looking back to his face as he spoke. Her head titled in confusion. "Your... eyes..." she began slowly. "The blood was in them even further, or... something..." she didn't really know how to explain. She was very confused herself.  

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He lowered his head. "It's happening then...I didn't get enough of the unwanted blood out and now it's happening...." he sighed and stood up. "Maybe I should tell you what's happening before I must leave..." he noticed he'd brought him leaving out of the blue but did not bother with it much. He was now more worried about how much time he'd have before he needed to get started on fixing this.That even that small amount of blood in the lining could screw with him this bad was making him more worried then he normally would be. "Come here..." he said this and did not wait for her responding to that particular thing but picked her up and took her over to a tree sitting down and setting her down aswell so that they were both in the shade.  

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Karin blinked, wondering what exactly it was that was happening. Her eyes widened as she heard him suddenly mention leaving and she stood quickly, positioned still in front of him. She bit her lip again, watching him anxiously. Why would he have to leave? Was this really that bad? She jumped slightly as she suddenly felt herself lifted, but she just went with it until they reached the tree and she was set back down. She looked back at him, head tilted. "...well?" she asked after a moment, noting he'd said there was something he was going to say.  

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Suka took a few breaths and then sighed. "During the war between Nightmares and Shadows...I ended up finding a blood demon by accident. I was in the Shadow realm insted of the Nightmare Realm and a Blood demon that was supposed to be helping the Shadows caught me. This was during a time when there was to be no warfare and I was trespassing on what we had called for before taking a rest. Instead of reporting me though the Blood Demon grabbed my arm and forced me out of my own conciousness. When I woke up he'd told me what he'd done...He'd made my blood and his blood sort of..fuse together which complicated my survival so far that Istil don't understand what to do about it. That's why my blood try to go back inside my body and why I cn heal myself liek that. It's also why If I'm going to heal myself I must be careful. I screwwed up and now the blood created from mine and the Blood Demons is able to take control of my body...sooner or later I won't be able to hold my own against it and it'll take full control...that's when I'll have to leave." he said this in a sort of shaky voice and tried to finish quickyl because he felt the time was nearing  

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Karin stared at him in silences, ears perked as she listened to his story. Then she bowed her head, thinking it over a bit more. "Well, why would he do that?" she asked, referring to the blood demon. Was it just so he could have a chance of taking over Suka's body? And what would it mean if he was taken over? She bit her lip and slowly looked back at him. She heard his voice shaking and barely held back a whimper. She didn't want him to leave. "What happens when it takes control? You'll be able to turn back, right? You'll come back, right?" Her voice took on an almost pleading tone at the end as she watched him anxiously.  

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"He did it because it profitted him to do that...it's what Blood Demons are for pretty much." he shrugged but at her next question Suka looked down at the ground. "I don't know what happens whenever it takes control...it's really just me. A different me...like what I'd be like if I were blood demon I suppose...I'll try and take control again...it may become slightly permanent though. I will come back though...I'll come back no matter what and that I promise." he said this and a half smile crept on his face. "I've got back up plns for things like this....always have and always will....I may be slightly different...if I don't succeed....but I will come back." He said this mostly asuring himself that he would. He looked at her and the smile faded slightly. One simple mistake...and my life could be over... he thought this to himself and sighed. "I must go now...I have no time left....if I come back I'll teach you then." he felt his eyes begin to hurt again and it took all of his energy to keep from losing to it a second time so quickly. He grabbed her shoulders and kissed her looking in her eyes for just a moment before bowing his head. "Goodbye Karin...I'll be back I promise...I love you..." he could not take much more of this and so he turned from her stnading there in complete silence. After he'd done this much without a problem one simple mistake put his life in jeopardy and many others lives in jeopardy aswell...he had to leave. Still having conciousness for those few moments he walked further from her before his Nightmare Wings gre wout from his back and he took flight. He'd keep his distance somewhere...far enough to keep her safe but close enough not to be completely lost. He looked back as he left...but after that tried not to think about what he was leaving...

[And I leave you at that...be back in a month or so...]
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