Let's have a rant thread! ~*Stress Relief*~

[Rebirth Project]

ninja

One more night , I wanna be with you
Where I wanna hold you tight…

Jun Xia @ I can't tranfer since there aren't enough French teachers in our school even though I'm in a French establishment. It would be too late to change class anyway because we're already mid-December. I'm not the kind of person to walk away from a problem. I just face them and I do what I can.

Minielf @ She picks on everyone she can, no matter the reason. Everyone told me that. I told about to my mother, but she has a complete different mentality than mine. She says to just be nicer to my teacher. It's not really the kind of person I am. I am direct and honest who's always ready to say what's on my mind whenever I know I am right. Maybe the teacher likes to pick on me because I can snap easily [but for a good reason].

` T a p i o c a ` @ That teacher isn't joking at all. She just spits her trashy bullshieta at you without any regrets. =/ I've already told to my brother about her behavior towards her students and he said that next time she'll EVER try to do something to me, he'll go talk to her. I don't know if he'll talk or "talk" to her, though. I wouldn't want anyone close to me have problems because of a shitty teacher.

Niphz @ Thanks Niph. :] I was planning to do that, but ever since I snapped at her about how she would treat me, she kind of have stopped harrassing me. So, I guess the next move of hers will cost her a lot because I won't hold anything back. Oups, I made it sound like I was going to beat her up, but not really.. Scratch that, I wanna give her a nice punch in the face. :[

It feels so right
Tonight…

 

[mymiridon]

you know, you'd think that since it's the holiday season I'd have nothing to complain about. You'd think things like, hey, I should be happy spending time with the family, enjoying christmas spirit, and what not. But so far all I've been is tired, annoyed, peeved and really, really hating the holiday season. Seriously, I'm stressed out... even though i should be relaxed. But no, I'm spending christmas with the family this year. That means work, work, work, and as much as I love my friends, I don't particularly want to see them all during the holidays. Well maybe a few, but for the most part i want to be able to lock myself in my room for days at a time like i do when I'm at school. On those glorious weekends, no one bothers me, and i can stay in my room for 48 hrs straight. A lot of the time I want to be alone, but no, I gotta work because I'm poor, and it wouldn't be so bad, if I didn't work for my parents. It's like why won't they go away?! Personally, I think I should just go away myself. i have no wish to be near these people really. they drain my money out of me. as if Walden's wasn't doing a good enough job of it as it is. See, I'm an incredibly selfish person with a short fuse, if that surprises you, you should get your head checked. So when i deal with my parents it takes every fiber of self control that i have not to kill them. And at the momen i-tunes has frozen up on me... goddamn... it's such a pain.... seriously, this summer i need to find somewhere to go without being near my parents. anyways this holiday season, my parents forgot my birthday, refuse to give me money as per my request in return for forgetting my brithday (very fair I should say) and at the moment I'm working for them for free. i've actually decided to stop hanging out with my friends in order to make up for the money I've had to spend buying gifts for my parents and brother, because if I don't the complaining starts. blah blah blah blah, why didn't i get a gift this year... I am sick of that (for birthdays this year and all the years to come they can just kiss my poor college student a**). And since i've never gotten anything in return I'm just really really poor at the moment. I looked at my bank statement and I had difficulty fighting back the urge to cry. Not only that, but my idiot father waited till the last second to get me to do errands and when i didn't complete them he's nagging me... OMFG!!! DON'T ******** WAIT FOR ME TO COME HOME TO DO IT!!!!! CALL THEM YOURSELF! I DON'T COME BACK FOR THIS s**t! I never want to come back... goddamn. I hate the holiday season... stare
I turned on some music so I'm much more calm right now... not as homicidal as before twisted cheese_whine  

[Minielf]

OMG, are your parents that bad? I sometimes think my parents are atrocious as well, and indeed a few times I wish I moved out of home and lived by myself. But generally they're okay enough that I prefer to live at home rather than move out since I suck at cooking and probably won't be able to afford the rental fees. I get paid pretty decent wages too.

So your parents pay you for working for them, and in return they're forcing you to buy them lots of christmas gifts? Man that's lowest kind of mean-spirtedness I've seen. And they've forgotten your birthday too. Was it your 19th? My parents forgot my birthday several times, especially this year when I turned 20. But at least they remembered to buy me a few presents. I got several new t-shirts and a new pair of runners.

No wonder you hate the holiday season; your parents treat you like dirt even though you should be the most important asset to them.  

[mymiridon]

Minielf

OMG, are your parents that bad? I sometimes think my parents are atrocious as well, and indeed a few times I wish I moved out of home and lived by myself. But generally they're okay enough that I prefer to live at home rather than move out since I suck at cooking and probably won't be able to afford the rental fees. I get paid pretty decent wages too.

So your parents pay you for working for them, and in return they're forcing you to buy them lots of christmas gifts? Man that's lowest kind of mean-spirtedness I've seen. And they've forgotten your birthday too. Was it your 19th? My parents forgot my birthday several times, especially this year when I turned 20. But at least they remembered to buy me a few presents. I got several new t-shirts and a new pair of runners.

No wonder you hate the holiday season; your parents treat you like dirt even though you should be the most important asset to them.

er... no... they're not that... well i don't beleive that I've made them sound that bad. And they don't force me to buy gifts with my wages... it's kind of a silent obligation. But we all work during the holiday season and it's horrible since i have to listen to them argue all the time. It's always about the same thing. My mom's quick temper, and my dad's lousy personality (that is what they really argue about) or the amount of chicken put in an order. and I live on campus so I'm kind of following my plan which is to move out by the time I turn 18 and it was my 18th birthday they forgot... they've forgotten my birthday since 7th grade. the first time i was really mad. my dad saw the balloons and was like "what the hell are those for? What a waste of money." And I'm obligated to buy gifts for my mother and brother during the holiday season and birthdays, my dad is optional apparently (I kind of feel sorry for my father so i got him a bowl... though it pisses me off because they're always using my cups and breaking them. and once my dad uses them i'm not allowed to touch them ever again... that's how i lost my hamtaro mug stressed ) I can't remember a holiday where i got gifts from my parents. anyways today something bizarre happened. my mother offered to pay for my i-pod. I refused of course because i want her to feel the guilt. it was really weird, i don't believe she's ever asked if I wanted anything for christmas. I don't care anymore really though. They'll all feel my wrath soon enough. evil
I'm a real idiot though. Every year is the same thing but I never learn because the next year i do the same thing over again. Last year i got my dad a watch which he made me return for him after christmas telling me if he wanted one he would've gotten a better one himself. That alone should really make me want to kill them all, but i'm stupid and bought a gift for him anyway which would prolly be broken in about a week. and i went on amazon and bought my brother paper mario for the nintendo 64 which cost me like $32.00 and when i saw my bank account i wanted to cry, but i bought it anyway even though i knew that i have $4,385 balance that i owe my school. It's okay, after break i'm making my parents pay that balance in full. to make up for the 13 years of crap I've been putting up with.  

[xoCrow]

I'm having the worst break EVER. ._.;;

First things first, I've been sick. But what's really been bothering me was that recently a friend from another state visited my state for awhile. In addition of catching up with all his other friends, he also wanted to meet-up with me for awhile. And so I did.

Omfg, he was being insensitive to have spoke about topics that I clearly did not want to talk about. I guess I'm stupid for not telling him to stop, but I could not tolerate him joking over something that I take very seriously. I know he probably didn't mean it that way but it really upset me. Out of the people I was with during that hangout, I was surprised that one of the closest friends there(aka him) would do that to me. I seriously wanted to slap him in the face or something. I thought I'd be fine, but it's just as if he ignited the problems that were just waiting there for me...

Out of frustration, I decided that I'll finally spew out everything that's been going wrong. All my problems, everything. That is the rarest thing to see coming from me. To say what was REALLY bothering me, not just leave hints here and there. For days on end, I just worked and worked to try to just... express myself in this piece of writing I was compiling. And now that I'm done, I'm debating whether or not I should present it to him. He's pretty busy, and I'm probably just "another friend" to him or whatever... but I kind of just wanted to let him know what was going on and for him to be considerate. Just him doing that seriously pissed me off...

 

[lollerskater123321]

May I please ask what he was talking about that made you so upset? If its something personal then you don't have to tell me.

Maybe he didn't know that it was bothering you so much. Like if you haven't gotten in that much contact with you maybe he had just forgotten how much that meant to you or something. What he did was overall really insensitive but are you sure it was incompletely his fault?  

[xoCrow]

I blame myself too, that I get pretty... quick to react when it comes to the subject. It's pretty personal, so I don't really want to get into what it is. It is serious enough though, that I would end up having to cry myself to sleep.

For the week before we meet-up we talked fairly frequently over the phone, just not particularly about that subject... but the last time it was brought up was still recent enough that he shouldn't forget. Especially since he's not the type to easily forget things like that.

 

[lollerskater123321]

mm then i don't know what to say i can't say he's an insensitive jerk since i don't know him but in my opinion what he did was really mean and cruel. The only defense I can think of would be maybe that he was having to great a time with his other friends and just started acting jerkish around his other friends.  

[xoCrow]

I talked to him last night to clear things up and and I think he understands now. He apologized, luckily. Although at first he started accusing me of a bunch of things..

Although now I have this weeeeeeee other problem but that's not to be discussed. >__>

 

[t o x i c l i p s t i c k]

my best friend, that I onced liked, mentioned his OTHER best friend. he told me he liked her, but I'm not sure if he still has feelings for her. what bugged me the most though is that whenever he mentions her, I get angry inside. I dunno if it's jealousy or whatnot, but I'm pretty sure I'm over him. maybe I am jealous......if I really am, I envy her for having someone like him.  

[_Ya-Lyublyu-Vas_]

So I like this guy, and he's been my friend since he was in 3rd and I was in 4th grade and all my friends think he likes me as well. Well this year he dated one of my friends and it didn't work out well at all. So after dumping her a second time he decides to come to the dance I've been trying to getting him to go to for a long time (3 days). And he 'just wants to hang' with me for the dance but I go and dance with my friends, except we weren't really dancing, so I went to hang with him instead. I met his whole crew and had a really fun time, and then he let me hang with my friends as well since he sits with us during lunch at school he doesn't really mind them(he only sits at my table because of me *ish special*). One of his friends says we should kiss and I told him I didn't care and he was like I don't want to kiss you and (being my inner 6 year old) I said well good really childishly and he looked at me like I was stupid and then let it pass. Then at school yesterday after lunch he asked me how to ask a girl out who you know you have no chance with and me being me told him I had never asked a girl out so I couldn't help him, and he asked me what I thought he should do and I asked him if he was 100% positive that even if he did ask and she said yes he would still say she wouldn't go out with him and I said to give up on her and he asked me if I was serious and I told him no because I had never gone out with anyone or kissed anyone for that matter, and then he related me to his sister. But today at lunch I was asking him if he had asked that girl and he said no and I asked if I knew him and he said he didn't know and I asked if she was in my grade and he said yeah. And then when I went to dump my tray he was talking to my table and then said my name and shhh...and right now I'm kind of paranoid about him telling my table that he was going to ask me out and then made sure no one would tell me. And that's not a bad thing, it's just I don't like people talking about me in front of me when I can't hear them.  

[mymiridon]

I am an Idiot!! of mass porportions.

I had an interview today to be an orientation leader, and me being the idiot that I am came completely unprepared for their questions. For example, I was asked how i could help the new students get settled into campus life and I said "Well, a lot of students come without their parents so I was thinking we can get a group of people to not be their parents but something like that to make the transition easier." What the hell was that?! Their parents? People don't go to college to be with their parents. I truly am an idiot of mass proportions! stare  

[Minielf]

Lol what a way to screw up a great opportunity. xd rofl  

[mymiridon]

Minielf

Lol what a way to screw up a great opportunity. xd rofl

gee... thanks... stare  

[Cat-Whiskers]

mymiridon

Minielf

Lol what a way to screw up a great opportunity. xd rofl

gee... thanks... stare

The best lessons are learned from the worst screw ups... if you survive them blaugh