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 Posted: Tue Dec 09, 2008 8:07 pm
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Posted: Wed Dec 10, 2008 4:09 pm
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Posted: Wed Dec 10, 2008 8:33 pm
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TL;DR: My best friend is gay and I'm trying not to fall for him. My friend Mark died, and I realized just how nice murdering his ex, and my ex-best friend Courtney, would be. I'm going to fail Pre-Calculus and Government. The ever-tightening coils of disparity entwine about my life, and I don't really care.
...We had to write stupid prompts in art. "Who's your best friend and why?" Then, I realized that my old childhood friend Aaron--Mr. Wilson, the Maybe-it's-because-you're-gay-monkey-boy, the boy with the lisp who just happens to be gay, I-can't-believe-how-deep-our-conversation-was-just-then, I-like-to-be-with-you-Aaron--is my best friend. I've been contemplating whether or not I can turn him un-gay. But I won't fall in love. NO. Slap me if I do. Just because I had a crush when we were kids. He's gay. He likes boys. Crap. *slaps herself**sigh* I'm going to fail like, all my classes. Seriously. I've barely been in school and I barely know anything. This is going to suck. Monday, I'm going to have about twenty tests and fifty finals. And I won't have reviewed or anything. And here's why I don't feel like even looking at a textbook. http://www.greensburgdailynews.com/homepage/local_story_344190500.html?keyword=leadpicturestoryYeah. Again. That's why I'm skipping Friday; to go to his funeral. This is getting ridiculous. The truth is, he lived only a street away from where he was killed, and he was messing with his headphones. He had them too loud and he couldn't hear. And I swear I almost murdered Courtney when she smiled. Just because he's your ex, it gives you no right. He was my friend and you're very quickly becoming my enemy. Mark had a hard life. You, on the other hand, had all freakin' roses compared to him. I was always on his side, because I knew what a ^&%T$* you'd become. You messed him up and he didn't deserve your crack-whore emo %$@#! love. He needed someone who wasn't a selfish %$##@, and even though you say HE hurt YOU, I know it was you the entire time! You're the worst, most selfish, stupid lying whore I've ever met and you have the audacity to say we're 'best friends'?? We'll be best friends when you turn around and want to be something worthwhile. But, for now, I'm going with someone who hasn't lied to me since the day we met. I don't care if you admire me. I can't even begin to say how much I just DON'T CARE about you. Go ahead. Get kicked out of your house again. Go back to your new boyfriends. I lost my love for you when I realized everything I ever knew about you was a lie.
Whew. Well, that's it for my rant. Just needed to get that off my chest. And, as I said once our performance in choir was over, "Serial murder looks more appealing every day."
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Posted: Wed Dec 10, 2008 9:40 pm
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Posted: Wed Dec 10, 2008 10:41 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 11, 2008 7:05 am
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Posted: Thu Dec 11, 2008 2:40 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 11, 2008 3:33 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 11, 2008 4:56 pm
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ha, it snowed here the other day. Kye and myself were not deterred by the white hindrance, rather we sallied forth to battle with much gusto followed by much sickness! But hey, if we're willing to fight in pouring rain, we can at least be fair to the freezing cold weather and fight in it to. Oh, the things I do for the love of Dagorhir. (Shameless plug mrgreen )
@Voxx: Yeah, I'm not sure really. One or two I bulled my way through, Acting and stagecraft were no-brainers. Monologue's were easy. I did a bit from Dealer's Choice by Patrick Marber and get to yell at no one about getting my money. I actually missed my Algebra final, so there goes about one thousand dollars out the window. My mother is gonna kill me. But overall, I think I did okay in the rest of my classes.
@Kaine: Yeah, loads! rolleyes But, you know how it goes as well as I do. I've been dealing with lots this last month, everything from making sure my friends know I still love 'em to getting dumped by the first girl I've gotten together with in a year, add finals and the like to it, and it's been kinda hectic. It's over now, though. Now I get a month of break before coming back to kick off the spring semester.
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Posted: Thu Dec 11, 2008 5:35 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 11, 2008 6:03 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 11, 2008 9:19 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 11, 2008 10:54 pm
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@Voxx: Yeah, I'm sick. Freakin' cold, or fever. Whatever it is, I got drugs to take care of it. But, hypothetical chicken soup would be most wonderful! biggrin
And yeah, finals are all done, just finishing up a few papers about the economy, obesity in america and lowering educational standards in schools. In that order. But it's easy. Three pages double spaced is nothing. I just need to sit down and do 'em. Thing is, they're all due today! Wish me luck!
And also, awww, thanks for the "intelligent" comment! blaugh you makin' me feel all valued and stuff. 4laugh
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Posted: Fri Dec 12, 2008 2:15 pm
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Posted: Fri Dec 12, 2008 2:42 pm
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