Tell us about your day. -cuz we love to listen-

[KirbyVictorious]

*headwallheadwallheadwallheadwallheadwall....*

Need I continue? I could do this all night.  

[Serenity Reed]

 

[KirbyVictorious]

evil  

[Tak-Jak]

Elizabethtown. heart  

[BlackHawkGS]

Slumdog Millionaire heart  

[Voxxx]

Sheep. heart


I think I bought too many. Bath and Body Works was having a sale on fluffy black sheep. There are eight sitting on my bed and watching me with their sheepy little eyes.  

[Gabryl-Kaine]

Sheepies!! I love sheep - my grandparents have sheep.

On an unrelated note, How far is Las Vegas from San Fransisco? And about how long would it take to march there? Does three to four weeks seem reasonable? This is for Haven Which I'm finally able to write again!!!! (Not that I couldn't before or didn't try, just that everything I did was simply execrable.)  

[Tak-Jak]

People, fit of course, can walk about 40 miles a day. Or more, I believe.

Voxxie, I got Matt the black sheepie blanket for his birthday. xd  

[Lucian Aithine]

 

[KirbyVictorious]

I looooove black sheep. they're so non-cliche!

And they remind me of the most adorable thing i've ever read. some comic called Count Your Sheep. heart  

[Voxxx]

Haha, Tak-chan, that's brilliant. xd

Kirby-chan, do you want a sheep? They need nice homes, and God knows I have plenty. Tak-chan, I'd offer you one (I would trust you with my sheepies any day heart ) but I'm not sure how to gaia-tize a stuffed sheep. Same for you, Serenity-chan, and Monsieur Kaine and Hawkie. I have enough sheep for everyone, I just don't have a matter-blaster-transfer ray. gonk Maybe I should check Ebay...

Vegas isn't too far from San Francisco. I think it takes about two or three hours to get there by helicopter. Marching I wouldn't know about.  

[Spastic waffles]

...

So I think my LIFE for the past 2 months or so has been a series of huge screw-ups that involve me hurting someone I care about very deeply OVER and OVER again even though I really, really don't want to. And it's ended it me caught in a Catch-22 that I feel like I'll never get out of.

I broke up with my boyfriend of almost 2 years at the beginning of November...and I knew I was hurting him but I thought it was for the best.

A lot of drama later, I realized he was downright depressed. Beyond any belief...and I'd caused it. I couldn't handle it.

On Christmas, I took him back.

I...don't think I should have done that. I don't feel the same way about him that I used to. I want to move on...I feel like it would be better in the long run for both of us if we'd move on.

He won't move on.

I can't hurt him again.

I can't tell him that I'm feeling unsure about this because that would hurt him, too.

I cannot win. Seriously. I just cannot win.

I shouldn't be feeling unsure about this...he loves me more than I thought anyone could ever love me, and he's a great guy. Just...something isn't right.

Maybe it's me, and nobody could ever be good enough for me, and I'd always find something that wasn't right.

I won't even ever know if that's true, because I sort of feel like I'm stuck with him forever, whether I want him or not...because I can't hurt him again.  

[Voxxx]

Oh, Waffles-chan. A sheep for you, too. I think that you'll find someone perfect for you, one day. It just takes some time and some looking. If you don't want to be his girlfriend, you should probably break up with him, even if it hurts. It would be better in the long run.

[BlackHawkGS]

WE LOVE YOU, WAFFLES!! heart heart heart

Similar to what Voxxxie said, don't keep going out with him just because you don't want to hurt him again. Just get away from him now and go out and look at what else the world has to offer... that's what I did, when I was in a similar situation to yours. And so far it's turned out better than I thought.

People are going to come and go in your life. I'm starting to experience that myself, as my high school to college transition has booted people out of my life and brought in an entirely new cast of characters. Was it a bad thing? Not sure. Time will tell.

It'll hurt, Waffles. That's love for you. Wonderful, isn't it? sweatdrop  

[Tak-Jak]

You see, Igby, I feel this...

Mood: Anguish
Listening to: cloud on my tongue - tori amos

Everything is reallyreallyreally terrible today so I put gold dust around my eyes so I could be a fairy so now everything is OK again.

...Not really, but I can pretend.
It's the one thing I'm good at.
Because I don't have the courage to do anything more.

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