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Posted: Wed Apr 27, 2011 9:51 am
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xxxxxAs they walked along, Raphael could feel his stomach beginning to growl at him for food. He looked down at the restaurant where the man asked her to marry him, and a smile formed on his face. The restaurant wasn't too fancy, but the food was good and high priced as he remembered from eating here last time. The puppeteer looked to Maire and asked, "I'm getting hungry. Would you like to join me for lunch," he asked softly as he took a few steps toward the restaurant still holding her hand.
xxxxxThis actually puzzled him once the words came out of his mouth. 'As a puppet, would Marie actually have a stomach now that she was...alive?' There were many things that followed that all questioned how alive his marionette really was. Did she have a heart, or any organs at all? No, she was a puppet... 'Nothing more, nothing less...' Could she become human, though? 'Blasphemy.'
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Posted: Wed Apr 27, 2011 10:22 am
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Posted: Thu May 05, 2011 12:28 am
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xxxxxChuckling softly, Raphael started walking when he felt his marionette's hand slip from his. Stopping, he looked back at her and blinked a few times as he tried to figure out what was wrong. When Marie spoke up in her colder tone that she gave him earlier, his heart sank, but he managed to nod his head and follow after her. He reached out to hold her hand, but she ran, and it killed him.
xxxxxRaphael slowly came to a stop as he watched her run through the crowd and deeper into it until he couldn't see her, and without even looking back. He almost felt like crying, and his body started to tremble. 'No... I will not lose my Marie Antoinette,' he demanded in his mind which gave him a burst of life. She was the only female he had gotten close to in years, and she was almost like a child to him in his heart. And she was his, and he wasn't about to give up that easily just at the sight of rejection.
xxxxxBursting into a run after Marie, Raphael snaked about the crowd swiftly with a look of determination in his eyes. Shoving through a few businessmen sharing information one of the guys shouted at him, but the puppeteer just kept running until he noticing her across an already busy intersection, still moving quickly. 'Screw this traffic,' he thought in fit of not wanting to lose her, threw caution to the wind, and ran straight into the swarm of cars that were hardly moving. He managed to get through unharmed thanked to a few friendly drivers, but at the cost of getting honked and yelled at. On the other side of the road, the puppeteer came to a stop as he realized he had lost his marionette.
xxxxxAfter a moment of searching, an exasperated Raphael spotted his Marie at a park walking about, and sitting in a shady spot under a tree. His lips formed a smile for a brief moment before he rushed over to the park. Reaching the edge of the green, soft, freshly cut grass, the puppeteer slowed himself to a nonchalant walk gradually before stopping not far from Marie. "Are you lost...," he asked softly and somewhat dryly.
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Posted: Thu May 05, 2011 1:42 am
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Ӎɑʁɨɝ ȺɲțȋȱȵȅƫƗƐ "I was given life.. To live.. Not to be bound to a master.." Staring to the ground she shook her head idly. She wouldn't ever be able to become human it was physical impossible. But if that was true then why was she alive? Shaking her head she then heard his voice. Looking up a little she then stood up. Glancing to the ground she ran her fingertips through her bangs. Stopping for a moment she then spared a glance up to him. Her golden colored eyes were hard but they showed hidden fondness of him. Moving forward she grabbed his hand placing it to her chest. Locking eyes with him her cold dimeanor had returned. She had placed it right where a human heart would've been."Do feel that..? I have no heart.. I have no warmth.. I could never bring anyone happiness.."She said coldly yet truthful her words were filled with cruelness. Placing his hand up to her cheek she allowed his fingertips to brush over her soft but cold skin. Stopping his hand she allowed it to rest upon her cheek.
Pulling it away after a few long moments she then placed his hand around her neck. Glancing up into his eyes she hardened his hand around her neck and made him grip it tightly. Though she kept still she showed no signs of any type of struggle or pain."Even when you do this, it doesn't affect me.."She mumbled colder but icier as she pulled his hand away. Dropping it she looked to the side seeing a few people staring. Glaring at them she watched them mutter about how rude she was. Though turning back to look up to Raphael she shook her head. This whole relationship would be completely pointless. She couldn't give life, she would never be warm, and she would never be able to truly understand what it was like to be a human. Sighing deeply she then looked down a little knowing her humanity could never be cured.
Though backing up a little she then looked up to him. Unsure of exactly what to say to him at this moment. She could feel anger and misunderstanding boiling under her empty chest. Listening to a few people murmur about how adorable they both were, she then averted her eyes. For a moment she thought about the actual chance that they could be together, but it was crushed by how little she was alike to a human woman. Slowly lifting her glance up to his, her eyes were completely unreadable."I will never be human.. I can't give you the love you want.. I'm just a marionette.. I belong in a puppeteer box.. Not on the streets acting, and mimicking humans.. I could try all that I wanted to become one, to act like one.. But in the end, I'll never have a beating heart.. I'll never know how love feels.. Or even how being a mother would feel like.. I'm just an empty shell that looks human.."Whispered her voice barely audible as she looked down. Her golden colored eyes showed an ocean of sadness. She knew all of these things were true but she truly realized it when he mentioned lunch. Never would she feel the need of being hungry, or the beating of a heart.
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Posted: Thu May 05, 2011 1:36 pm
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xxxxxSlowly panting, Raphael raised a brow as she stood up then took deeply inhaled and exhaled before breathing normally. Watching her move forward, his lips slowly curved into a smile, and as Marie took his hand he could feel his heart begin to pick up its pace once again. Feeling no pulse under her chest the puppeteer wasn't surprised as his expression became blank and empty, as if he was mimicking his own marionette. Pressing his hand against her cheek as his Marie guided her hand there, he blinked a few times before fully understanding what trying to get across.
xxxxxThen she had to go and somewhat cross a line, and make his hand tighten about her neck. His expression show frustration as he felt terrible even though he was doing no harm. It was because he created her, and now she was realizing the reality of everything, and it was breaking her heart... Looking up at the sky as his hand was released, he sighed under his breath and reached into his other back pocket where a small flip-top box of cigarettes were and managed to slip one out without pulling out the box and concealed it in his hand. The frustration was beginning to stress him out, and he brought these along just in case there little walk around town turned to s**t.
xxxxxLooking down at the same time his Marie did, Raphael closed his eyes and calmed down a bit before hearing mumbling from a far and looked up at Marie shyly. As she spoke, he gradually rose his head, and smiled after she finished muttering everything he already realized. Slowly wrapping his arms around Marie, he whispered, "You are my marionette, and that is all that matters. I brought you out from my home so that you could be happy and feel not so bound to me..." He chuckled softly and continued. "Just because you look like a human doesn't mean you have to act like one. You are alive like one, are you not?"
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Posted: Sun May 08, 2011 4:57 pm
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Posted: Sat Jun 25, 2011 3:42 pm
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xxxxxLooking down at Marie, Raphael chuckled softly and nodded his head as he let his hands fall to his side, and accidentally flashed the cigarette. He was in a bit of awe as he watched his marionette take and crush the cigarette. His shock slowly turned into embarrassment after she pulled the pack from out his pocket, and started chuckling under his breath. After being lectured, he nodded his head and smiled. "Well, I only smoke those because they actually make me feel---" Being cut off by the touch of his marionette's lips, he instantly responded by gentle pressing his lips against hers before closing his eyes and placed both his hands on her waist.
xxxxxThe puppeteer slowly opened his eyes as he felt her pull away and deeply stared into her eyes. "---Better...," he muttered. She felt so alive, yet she was just a puppet. None of it seemed to make sense, but it was all so real. Maybe he couldn't allow such a relationship with the puppet... Watching as she tossed the cigarettes into the trash can, he shrugged his shoulders and looked down at her hand, and then back to her eyes. Watching her emotions change, he practically glowed as she smiled and took her hand before steadily walking through the park.
xxxxxAfter a moment of walking, he gently broke his grip of his hands and wormed it out ever so smoothly then moved behind her and took both her hands and held them over her stomach while keeping pace with her steps. "When we get home," he whispered into her ear, "I'm going to clean up. Do you want to learn how to cook after I'm done?"
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Posted: Tue Oct 25, 2011 3:28 pm
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