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 Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 12:36 pm
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Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 1:06 pm
Depression of Black and White
I am the black to your white
I am the wrong to your right
I am the up for when you are down
I am the stop for when life spins you round
I am the escape for when life imprisons you
I am your comfort when you feel like a fool
But I am the one who will bring you down
I am the one who will spin you round
I am the one who will make you feel trapped
The comfort you feel is my way to distract
From my black permeating your white
From my darkness consuming your light
You are the one who deserves a man
That doesn’t spend time scheming a plan
You are the one who deserves a bed
Filled with roses not wilted by dread
You are the one who deserves to be happy
Not suppressed by my apathy
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Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 1:09 pm
The Beast
There are no sufficient words to express
These dangerous feelings I've had to repress.
A murderous beast lays dormant within me,
With an insane desire to be set free.
How he longs to assume control,
Then my feelings would take their toll.
The rapists would tremble at the thought
It was their blood this creature sought.
All the women could rest in peace
Knowing they were protected by this beast.
He wouldn't stop until it was done.
This war against rapists had finally been won.
The beast would only be quelled
Once in their grave the rapists dwelled.
Their spirits could now burn forever in Hell.
And I would bid them farewell, farewell.
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Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 1:11 pm
The Idol
A voice like no other
Just like my mother
Singer by birth and by choice
A passion for the lyrics
Makes her fans buy tickets
With enthusiasm to see the show
They gather to watch her
Cheering together
As their idol entertains for awhile
She answers with song
To satisfy the throng
Of maniacal fans looking on
But one has to wonder
As she prances and stumbles
Is she really happy inside?
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Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 1:32 pm
Anger
Burns
It burns
This heat inside me
Burning like a fever
This fever
This contagious fever
It spreads like wildfire
Consuming them without their knowledge
On fire
They are all on fire
Burning with this fever
All see
But none care
How do we quell this persistent flame?
The fire dies down to smoldering embers
But those embers always
The fuse reignite
Burning
We are all burning
Beg you
Please, I beg you
Douse my flame
Before it consumes me
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Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 1:34 pm
Don't Tell Me
Don't share your joys
Your hopes or your dreams
Don't tell me anything
That will bust through the seams
The seams that bind
My image of you
The image where perfection
Is all that you do
Don't share your pain
Your grief or despair
Don't say what lies
Behind your cold stare
These truths will destroy
My image of you
The image where perfection
Is all that you do
Don't tell me that
Your innocence is gone
You will never be
My sweet little faun
Never again
Will my image of you
Be the image where perfection
Is all that you do
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Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 1:36 pm
Lost
Spirits lost
Wandering
Looking for the light
But finding darkness
Searching
Desperately searching
For the answer
Where is the answer
Spirits lost
Looking everywhere but the church
"Where's the answer?" they ask
I tell them, "At the cross."
But they will not listen
They try to find it
In bars
In night clubs
In drugs
They ask me, "Where's the answer?"
And I tell them, "Everyone's waiting!"
They take my hands
And we walk through the door to light
Everyone's here
We've finally made it home
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Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 1:40 pm
White Bride
She smiles at me
When no one else will.
A smile so radiant
It has no equal.
She lights up a room
With only her presence.
The joy she brings me
Is unparalleled in essence.
I wish I could touch
But know I shall never.
For her
I want it to be happily ever after.
This is impossible
If she chooses me.
Uncertain I am
About my eternity.
I love her so much
And so it must be.
That I give her to a man
More deserving than me.
With tear-filled eyes
I wave goodbye
To the girl I longed to have
As my lovely, white bride.
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Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 1:43 pm
For Her Sake
I fear for her
As I ought to and should
For I am a man, aren't I?
A father to be
Someday to be
Of one beautiful and fair white bride
Assaulted she is
On all sides she is
By the cruel and unusual of this world
So I fear for her
Protective of her
Must I be for her sake, not mine
My challenge to any
Death to any
Who dare bring harm to my girl
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Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 1:45 pm
Demons
I lie on my bed
as these tears that I shed
reflect my dark mood
These words that I'm writing
as my lip I'm biting
confess the demons that haunt me
The girls that I love
appear white as a dove
even though they are gray at best
I am trapped by religion
in this world I live in
while Hell lurks below
Hell opens wide
for the committer of suicide
since suicide is a sin
So I am forced to wait
as I strive for that pearly gate
even though I most likely will fall short
God's plan it seems is out of reach
since I'm sure our contract I have breached
being a sinner through and through
So as I ponder
I begin to wonder
what waits for me on the other side
Will I reach heaven and paradise
Or be thrust into Hell as my "prize"
Please tell me I do not know
It scares me to think
that I'm on the brink
of falling into fire
I never asked for this life I have
and wish I could give it to someone who would have
used it more wisely than I
Now the day will creep upon me
and then I will see
what Fate has in store for me...
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Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 1:55 pm
You...
You...
Yes, you...whom I called friend
It was you...
Yes, it was you...who delivered the first blow
I thought...
Yes, I thought...that you were different
Wrong...
Yes, I was wrong...to think that you would be
Now...?
Now, I don't know...if I can trust again
I will, though...
Yes, I will trust again...
No...
Not because I am naive...
But because I know nothing else...
I am...
Yes, I am...a beaten dog that returns after every beating...
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Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 2:02 pm
Venting the Breakup
Tie a noose around my heart
This is always the most hateful part
Swing it from the tallest tree
Everyone laughs at what you have done to me
Curse this world and everything in it
My heart, there's no way anyone will win it
I'm done with love, done with sharing
This is the last time I'll ever be caring
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Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 2:04 pm
Your Protector
I am your Protector.
I am dedicated to guarding you.
Nothing will ever cause you harm
because I will not allow it.
I am your Protector.
I am the shadows on the street.
Nothing will ever cause you harm
because I guard you as the shadows on the ground.
I am your Protector.
I am the warm embrace you feel when you are scared.
Nothing will ever cause you harm
because I am right here.
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Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 2:06 pm
Flood Gates of the Mind
Flooding
My mind is flooding
Submerged in the troubled waters of thought
There are flood gates
Behind them, insanity lurks
It lies in wait
Waiting for the flood gates to free it
It lusts
Insanity lusts for my mind
It wants my mind for itself
Insanity wants to take control
My flood gates cannot hold forever
Like switches
The events of my life are switches
Slowly
Slowly I feel my flood gates lowering
Each inch excites insanity more
It is excited
Because it knows its time is near…
Will nothing keep my flood gates closed?
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Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 2:08 pm
Musical Soul
Music
Music blasting
High note
Low note
Sweet notes blending together
Making sweet music
Sweet music to my ears
Swirling around me
Wrapping me in a blanket of peace
My restless soul at ease
Soothing me
Lulling me
Into a state of mind I've been searching for
For so long
The speakers vibrations
Creating a pulse
A pulse
My pulse
We are beating as one
For music is my soul
A free soul
Soaring through the sky
Without a care in the world
Above all the troubles in the world today
I soar with my soul
The music gets louder
And I soar higher
The music stops
And I fall to Earth
Surrounded by the troubles
I try to find the beat of my soul
But I can't find it
Amidst the troubles
I have lost my soul
I have lost music
Stuck here forever
With the trouble surrounding me in the world
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